It's Thursday

[Admin]

It's Thursday, wow.

I've been off for 5 days in a row, and boy how the time just flew by.

And now once again it's time for work.

Time fly's by fast even when off work, even when get 4 days off a week.
I can't imagine how fast time goes when have a job where you have to work 5-6 days a week.

I've done that before plenty of times in the past, but had enough of it about 3 years ago or so, just had enough of it.

Working more days a week wasn't getting me ahead, wasn't saving me more money, it was just a pain in the butt and was robbing me of my own personal life experience.

You're born once, and I made up my mind a few years ago I wasn't born to be some's servant.

I didn't wait billions of years to be born just to spend my time on Earth laboring away at some mundane job.

Anyways it's Thursday, time to get up and get on with the day.

[Admin]

Thursday

It's Thursday, was off today, gotta work tomorrow, bummer, comes a time in your life where work is just not fun anymore, at most it's just a mindless activity you do not to get ahead or rich, but to just maintain.

Work is not fun unless work around fun romancey people, and in my field, the people aren't fun or romancey.

It's just a bland environment, most blue collar jobs are, you work around a bunch of lifeless, no personality type of people.

Oh well, it's the only job, right now, that pays me a full time income and I only have to do it 3 times a week.

I've been trying so hard to use that extra off time to figure out how to generate passive income, but nothing seems to work for me, it's like money, all my life, money and fiscal prosperity just seems to run from me, and it runs fast.

All I end up doing is making other people rich, or giving to their business.

Yep, it's Thursday, whatelse can I say, not much occurred today worth noting.

[Admin]

This Thursday is as boring and dull as it should be.

For the record though, that Jan 6th Televised show trial began today.

I'll have thoughts about that later. It's all theater to me, rich ugly people trying to go after another rich person who simply out shined them, and these rich greedy brats, who gained their riches through unscrupulous ways, just can't leave Trump alone.

As the nation rots, do to this admins policies, these unscrupulous politicians play theater.

I listen to all media, and so see how words are twisted, intent is twisted, none of them play fair.

and once in office they want to stay there forever, like some perminant ruling class.

Anyways it's Thursday, got another long work day tomorrow, so no need in getting worked up about politics before bed.

[Admin]

It's a boring dull after work Thursday.

I just can't get into anything during working nights, when I have to work the following day.
I get home and my mind is just shot.
They're really long bland work days.

So like during my 3 day work schedule, it's as if I'm in a tomb for 3 days.

I need to change that that, cause all time matters and all time should be utilized, while have it to utilize.

Ye, I need to change my after work attitude, but not sure how.
My job environment so rubs me the wrong way that by the time I get home I'm not enthused about much, unless i know I'm off the following day.

Also, I don't work around anyone exciting that inspires me, everyones so dmn bland acting and looking.

The job I have just doesn't attract good looking people, of either gender.

[Admin]

It's Thursday



It's Thursday.
Got off from work a bit early today.
My mood is a bit, ahh, well, not where it should be.

I've been drinking to much beer lately on my days off.
(I wonder how many Gov agencies are reading this?, who cares and so what, they can learn about life to)

I only say that cause things 'pause' for a moment, then resume, as if they're signing on or spying or whatever.

Oh well, seems now days most social media is filled with more alphabet soup agencies than actually normal 9-5 types.

That aside, my mood has been a bit damp as of late.
I just need some good news for a change.
Lost keys, then found them, that didn't help.
Then rent was about to go up, now showing it's going down, and higher rent had me a bit down, but now, I just don't know.
Am I going mad or are the people around me going mad?
Or are we all going mad together?
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Thursdays are pretty dern boring...but normally not home yet, so have some extra time to play with.
I should be thrilled, but again, as of late my mood has been a bit damp.
I need to stop drinking on my days off, I suspect that has something to do with it also.

I need a course change, that's for sure.
It's Thursday.

[Admin]

Today was sucky, just a meaningless work day, gotta do it again tomorrow.
I need change, sometimes change, just for change sake, can be good.

[Admin]

I already don't like today.
Been off for 4 days, drank a bit yesterday evening, and then a tree fell on the apt unit I'm in, but doesn't look like any major damage.
But still, of all times, why does crap have to happen when I go back to work?
And I had security cameras, but lost phone, so missed out on recording possible youtube changing video.

Life sucks.
The tree waits to fall into place when

1. no security camera workking
2. The night before I have to go back to work.

Which means people will be scurring all around my place and I won't be here to see it, and make sure they don't whatever.
I think my life is just timed to be bad on purpose.

I get timed perfectly for bad luck but never timed to win the lottery or some other positive life changing thing.

All that aside, I wish I hadn't of drank last night, I mean it wasn't much, but enough to kind of put me in a cranky mood this morning.
And enough to make me call or text a few people I now wish I hadn't.

[Admin]

After a while, work just beomes a useless exercise in futility, I mean if not getting rich by working, what's the point.

[Admin]

A rare Thursday on here



A rare Thursday indeed on here.
I'll never be great, my art work will never be appreciated, yet my art work and portraits rival any, but I'm not in the right social clubs, not apart of the right class of people.

I'm gutter and alley to them.

I write more than anyone on the planet, yet no one acknowledges that, instead people ghost read, and no telling how much of my stuff is stolen.
But that's how humans are.
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Anyways, it's Thursday, which means it's a dull day, I can't think of anything big, grand or exciting that has ever occurred in my life on a Thursday, or breaking news, as far as that goes.

It's Thursday, but it's also my Monday, also, it's finally October, but in my world, it's pretty much October and Halloween every single day of the year, and with that I'm going to send this post off into the vestals of blog history...happy October and soon to be Halloween!

[Admin]

Sometimes I feel now, that if I don't get lucky and win the lottery, that I'm never going to make it.