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Post by Admin on Dec 31, 2022 13:37:35 GMT
I think that whole gender role playground is for those who don't have to worry about the more grittier struggles of real life.
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Post by Admin on Oct 5, 2023 4:22:17 GMT
Drilled I just created this portrait of self moments ago, titled 'Drilled', I mean what else, since holding drill in hands. It's actually an older portrait that I kind of spoofed up. I enlarged the feet and head area, which probably makes me look younger in portrait than I really am. It's been a while since I've taking new fresh camera portraits, like I used to do....I think video has made me lazy and gifs. With video, you just move around and then simply freeze frame and crop whatever moment you like, where as with the camera, you sit and pose...and maybe out of 10 pics, you're lucky if 1-3 pass the muster. Anyways, just bored, killing time (actually time is killing me), but while here I continue to cave write on the walls.
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Post by Admin on Oct 7, 2023 5:05:14 GMT
I think when I'm alone, and all by myself, I can be whatever I want to be, cause when alone, the only role I have to fill is my own, I suppose..lol Take portraits of yourself when young, or still look young, cause when old, people won't believe it's you...lol
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Post by Admin on Oct 23, 2023 23:50:04 GMT
I'm just 'me', OK... I'm just me, OK... How come just being 'you', so, at times, intimidates like religious types, older W conservative types, Congo African types, Muslims, ect and whatever.... Why can't we all just be ourselves? And if ourselves happen to be playful, beautiful and nice, why is that so bad?, why is that a sin, in the eyes of others? It's others who sin, not me...OK. That being said, while alive, I'll explore self as I see fit, for my own sake, not yours. Now lets dance and have some fun....
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Post by Admin on Jul 3, 2024 3:00:19 GMT
When alone, older, single, have no family, gender really has no practical meaning to you anymore after a while.
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Post by Admin on Aug 24, 2024 1:32:04 GMT
 Kind of sad and eerie to know that the room and space this gif was taken in no longer exists. Like watching a ghost from the past perform. |
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Post by Admin on Sept 11, 2024 23:06:46 GMT
Not having the best feeling day Not having the best feeling day, not even, not the worst, but not the best. I drank yesterday night, and paying the price for it today, sort of. I did manage to get in a workout at the park. If I wasn't already in OK shape, today could of been worse. Still though, I'm totally being lazy, my mind is lazy, I don't feel like doing anything. Don't feel like studying, reading, learning, nothing. I really would just like to be left alone. I could just see myself out in the desert somewhere getting stoned, and being all alone, like a personal retreat. That would be fun, although now days with all the immigrants crawling around everywhere, not sure how safe a open desert would be, heck, I could even get scooped up as an illegal immigrant, well, maybe not under this admin. Anyways, just sitting here wasting time, waiting for my motivation and drive to come back...maybe some coffee will help. Beer would be nice, but nah, with beer, comes old minor health issues...I've gotta stay on the sobriety track for my own sake.
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Post by Admin on Nov 8, 2024 23:48:14 GMT
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