The Clownings

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Angry clown



Ye, what are ya looking at, I'm the head clown around here, maybe later I'll allow other clown family members to speak or post.

But for now it's me, just thought I'd introduce myself real quick, can't stay long cause moods a bit agitated right now.

Born out of frustration, and kept alive by agitation.

I'll be back.

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So a Supreme Court Justice member died



Ye, OK fine, a Supreme court justice member died, one of about 40,000 to pass away world wide today, or more.

So what, they lived a good life, better than mine will ever be, rich and catered to, good for them.

But must I hear about them non stop for a whole week?

How 'genius' they were, how great they were, so what...they had zero impact in my life.

They meant nothing to me just like I meant nothing to them.

They died naked and bare just like I will someday, only at least they got press at their passing, where as I won't...now go away.

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Are they still crying over the passing of Justice Scalia?



Good grief, in my opinion Justices are way over rated, at least to average clown here on the streets.

Scalia had zero impact on my life, my own clown Father had more impact in distilling values in me than any elected or appointed Government official ever will.

Conservatives claim to be so against Government, big Government, yet will spend the next week, actually the next month, heaping praises upon Scalia.

My values aren't derived from any court, or man that out weighs me by a few hundred pounds....justice or no justice they had zero justice in my life.

At least they died very fat, living off of Government money.

If I'm going to cry or be sad that anyone passes away, I'll be sad for my own kin that has much more immediate impact on direction of me life.

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Justice Scalia got paid millions to simply have conservative thoughts, if we could all be so lucky



So Justice Scalia got paid millions to think and philosophize about conservative thoughts, based on his own unique background, if we could all be so lucky.

Now for the next week all the news networks will pay homage to the man as if they were a Saint or something.

To me they were just yet another high paying Government employee who had zero effect on me life.

Zero effect on direction of nation, zero effect on anyone or anything accept stuffy noised back room conservatives who just like to sit around and philosophize about life, while nation is being sold down the drain...

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Another former public figure passes away this weekend, Nancy Reagan, was like 97 years old or something, born in 1921.

Ok...

Around 70,000 people die daily around the world and around 20,000 die daily in North America...

20,000 / 50 = 1,400 roughly pass away in each State daily.

So statistically Nancy Reagan was one of around 1,400 or 2,800 to pass away this weekend.

Am I going to get rude here?...no, not at Nancy Reagan, for I have nothing against the lady, not now or ever, she never bothered me at all what so ever.

The media, well, ye maybe, with their non stop coverage of Nancy's passing, just like with the Justice passing.

When people close to me pass, they sure don't get that kind of coverage, so not sure why I'm to look up or value another's death or life more so than the few around me who have actually made a difference in my circle.

Nancy Reagan lived a better life, more charmed life, than millions have or will ever, and outside of her Husband, Ronald Reagan, not sure how she impacted anything historically.

But I'm not here to dis Mrs Reagan, cause I actually liked her husband, I think Ronald Reagan was the last 'Norman Rockwell' type of President in that he served that office with grace and honor.

But in fairness if he were running for office today, not sure if he would escape the low down dirty, internet type of politics of today.

Different era, different people, that 'innocent' era is gone forever, those types of people, personalities, are gone forever.

I hope Nancy Reagan rests in peace as she lived in peace, and that's all I have to say about that.

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Yes, it's October, my favorite time, season, air, of the year.

When dressing up, bring out 'alter' egos, is fun and OK, at least to some.

Online allows that more so than real life, but wish I lived in community where it was OK to dress up wild and funky in real life and not be ridiculed.

Some communities are just very creative by nature, other communities are creatively dead, shallow and insecure and don't know how to have fun as that side of themselves haven't been developed where they were bred.

Anyways, it's Halloween, so the angry clown can come back, and other odd characters and new ones yet invented.

Say hello to the Angry clown, you'll be hearing more from it during October.

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Captain Spaulding 'House of a 1000 Corpses'



I want them, I want to paint them in abstract manner, Captain Spaulding from the Rod Zombie 'House of a 1000 corpses' series.

This is real life mug shot of them, wow, even in real life they were so menacing, gritty and dark.

I want to now capture them on acrylic paint, keep their image alive here in abstract ways.

stay tuned, much more to follow...

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A place where clowns dwell



A place where clowns dwell.

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More 'clowning' art



Yes the 'clownings' are back, it's been a while, but experimenting with different ways to bring art more to life.

Less than an hour ago I had no idea how to generate a 'URL', now I do, actually I still don't, but went to sight that generates them for you, all you gotta do is type in some words, and they do the rest automatically.

I know about nothing about source code, shame on me for not bothering to learn it years ago, as much as I type, you'd think I'd be good at source coding and typing hundreds of lines of boring azz texts.

Just thinking about it puts me to sleep.

Anyways, gif animation is different than motion animation, gif animation just adds effects to still picture beneath it, but real animation I'd be able to make the above characters move and talk to one another, and that's what I kind of want to learn to do next, so that I could create actual dialogue in my art between characters depicted.

And also, in my art the victims are never what they are in Hollywood.

In Hollywood, the only way you can be a victim is if young, white and female, and have to look like a model, well we all know that's not real life, cause in real life victims come in all sizes, ages, colors, ethnicities, genders, nationalities and more.

But according to Hollywood, monsters and evil only go after younger blonde haired women who come from middle class homes.

And who writes most of the horror in Hollywood?....white men do, so go figure, the white men who write most of the scripts in Hollywood are simply projecting what they 'know', have seen, what they lust after, onto the big screen or into art.

Where as I do just the opposite, and that my view of things a lot wider than older Jewish W males of Hollywood. I like to allow everyone to feel scared, wanted and desired by the boogie man, not just pretty W women, and that's probably why my art has never taken off cause it's out of the norm and doesn't glorify women.

Anyways, gonna try to make one more gify before moving onto something else to do.

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I let myself down terribly today, like the enemy of self won


I let myself down terribly today, beginning yesterday actually, but spilled into today.

Nothing I can do about it now except allow 'Time and Space' to cleanse.

Life isn't fair, nor do I think 'God' tries to be.

Nothing, especially morality, doesn't make sense, and is not consistent, if you're honest with self.

Or maybe morality is consistent, but humans certainly aren't, that's a better way of putting it.

I got my butt whipped today, but my own inner clown or demon or devil.

But still here to fight another day, assuming I wake up...later.