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Post by Admin on Jul 25, 2022 2:29:06 GMT
We all have to reach that 'road', the 'crossway', and I think I have.
I see what it's like now when the devil rules over you, and it's no fun at all, zero fun, you become nothing to self and others, you become useless to self and others, as such I want my soul back.
I want to be alive and live again.
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Post by Admin on Jul 25, 2022 2:31:45 GMT
continued from above. ⬆️⬆️
And the 'devil' can be synonymous with many things.
Bottom line is though, I want my life back, I realize now surrendering to 'nothing', will turn you into nothing, will turn you into mush.
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Post by Admin on Jul 25, 2022 2:36:36 GMT
I'm not stupid, and I know it's not going to be easy, but I want my life back
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Post by Admin on Mar 30, 2024 2:51:30 GMT
Wow, can't believe haven't posted in this section since 2022, wow, a whole year, over a whole year has gone by since dropped any thoughts in this section....boy how time just seems to really fly by at times.
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Post by Admin on Mar 30, 2024 2:55:43 GMT
I was simply going to say that this evening, I myself feel like a ghost, as in detached from it all. It's been a long day, I came onto some money, yet I don't feel happy or excited about it, I feel quite stowik about it actually. But at least I don't have to work for a while, If I chose not to, I mean I should be thrilled, but like I said I feel nothing, not happy, not sad, not mad, just emotionally empty, like a jar with nothing in it. Ye, emotionally, I just feel like an empty jar right now, and not sure why.
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