Bored

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Bored



Thoughts about being in a bored mood to follow

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Really what being bored means is not being motivated or driven to do anything, that in and of itself is a psychological condition that could be caused by many things.

1. A sense of hopelessness

2. Despair

3. Anger

4. Anticipation of something greater

5. Saddness

6. Depression

7. Drug and Alcohol abuse

8. Physically and mentally burned out

9. The lost of a loved one, or romantic break up

10. Being at work

And with that, let's begin this long boring journey together.

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I'm still bored is why watching 'Bad Ben, the way in' a sequel to 'Bad Ben'



Not sure why watching this pudgy Elmer Fud type of very square talking dude, walk around this haunted house talking to self is so entertaining to me.

But here's the thing, 'Bad Ben' was the first movie, in the sequel the same actor is in it, but he died in the first movie, I guess, at least that's how first movie ended.

Now in this sequel he's back, but this time as a 'ghost hunter', sent to rid the place of ugly spirits.

Did he not think people would notice he's the same actor from the first movie?

I mean why not use a different actor at least?

But if it's like theater, I guess what's it really matter, after all his movies are making it onto Amazon and YT, so he must be doing something right.

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I hate the sound of train horns.

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a part of me just wants to go ahead and get a sports car, even though I don't need the payments.

The car, yes, the payments, no.



I mean nothing else seems to be working, all the saving, all the side business ideas, plans, whatever, nothing works, I just get older.

I'm just not surrounded by anyone who's interested in any ideas I have, and that really sucks.

Everyone has nothing, cause instead of uniting with the person next to you, we all have this idea that if we know someone, than they're not special or can't lift us up.

As such people work as individuals, getting absolutely no where in life.

It's the stupidiest thing I've ever seen.

That aside, if I'm just always going to be alone and fail, than why not do so while owning a cool car.

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It's still a pretty boring dull Sunday, but I'll take a boring dull Sunday any day over a work day and being at work.

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Not really bored, but just can't seem to get into my off time, I mean now that I'm off, I just can't really get into it.

I've basically wasted all day just sitting around and thinking, instead of having fun.

I don't drink regularly anymore so seems now that not drinking, I just sit around and think about issues I cannot solve.

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When I drank, I was never bored, now that I don't drink, I get bored easily, or not bored, but I just sit around and think.

Hopefully tomorrow will be more constructive, fun, anything but what today was, which wasn't bad, I mean at least I rested, but my mind sure didn't do to all the thinking I was doing and still doing now.

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I'll try to escape into a scary movie or something, one titled 'Dark Light', which is on Amazon Prime movies.

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I think ants demonstrate how pyramids can be built with no machines



the type of video I post when bored.