It's time for bed

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It's time for bed



It's time for 'bed' posts to follow.

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It's that time to just wind it down, brain wore out, maybe I'll check out a movie on Amazon.

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Time for bed, for work awaits tomorrow

Time for bed, saw many accidents and wrecks on the road today, and took pictures of them so will share soon.

When driving around, I just don't get 'traffic', and where everyone is going all the time.

I'm on the roads only when I work, duties require it, but when not working, my butt is at home.

Yet traffic thick as heck, I mean if people dying of covid, it's sure not reflected in the traffic, at least not where I'm at, and there's just as many people going east as west and north as south, makes no sense to me.

Humans just like to scramble and move around for no real good reason, I think most people just conditioned to like 'motion', even if that motion is senseless, just get in the car and drive, we'll figure out where we're going when we get there.

Later and goodnight.

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It's about time for bed, after work didn't do much at all, what's the point getting all worked up for just a few hours before having to shut down for bed.

These long work days suck while going through them, but the result is 4 days off in a row, is the only reason I tolerate such long work days.

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Ye, it's about time for bed

The backdrop or 'Wallpaper' on this blog forum is so 'grey' or gray, gloomy, brown, grungy, it evokes soot, dust, rust and aged building or something.

It's a depressing back drop.

Sometimes I like it, other times I want to change it, make it more cheery. (I tell ya, if it wasn't for that automated spell check I'd be misspelling so many words right now)

It's time for bed, long day, gotta do it again tomorrow.

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Just got in about an hour ago, wore out, about to go to bed, wake up and do it all again.

I so need a passive income so don't ever have to leave place to earn a living.

So many lose ends in my life I need to take care of while healthy enough to still do so.

I had a sensation of death or dying the other night, it wasn't very pleasant, it was scary actually.
Luckily I survived, but many people have those moments and do not.

Many people have heart attacks and do not survive, and die all alone, fighting it, with no one around to intervene.

It's like you're in disbelief, you can't believe 'Oh my gosh, this is it, I'm done'.

That's how I felt, there was nothing fun about that moment, cause when healthy, you fight it.

You're like 'God, or Jesus, I can't believe you're going to let me die'.

It feels ugly actually, nothing pretty about death or dying.

It's just a ugly moment when it comes, unless heavily sedated or something.

But if healthy, you fight it, and that's the ugly part cause you fight it.

I'd almost rather just take a _____ to my head, and be done with it, than to sit there and choke to death or drown, or have a heart attack.
It just seems a ____ to the head would be much easier way to go out, if already dying.

Over 800,000 people did die last year in U.S. with or because of that covid crap.

That's one lottery I don't want to win, but it's one lottery we'll all win one day.

But until then, it's time for bed.

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It's about time to shutter down, have no more enthusiasm left to do any thing from 'to do list'.

Just time to shutter down.

Last night was traumatic for me while in bed do to odd internal semi-painful feelings within nerves that made if seem as if heart was going to stop, or more like my whole electrical system was going to stop.

All life forms run on electricity, people often forget that, and if our power circut goes out, we die.

Anyways its hard to explain, I just know I had to keep self physically asleep cause felt as if body was trying to lure me into a death sleep, one I wouldn't wake up from.

Debated on whether to go to emergency room or not, but just the idea of all the money you have to spend, nah, and the paper work, nah, and now days with covid, seems unless you're minutes away from death, they just tell you to 'take a seat'...nah.

If a passed, not a soul in this world would even care, so what's the big deal anyways.

Anyhow, time to just sit back and fade out to some cheazy movie.

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It's about time for bed

Not the most fun or productive day, should of been, but I blew it by drinking yesterday night, and so the after effects of drinking spilled into today and wrecked my mood.

When I don't drink, I look better, I feel better, so why would I bother drinking anymore?

Sometimes I look so good to self, that it makes me even more lonely that not sharing self with another or others, and it's that loneliness that makes me want to drink at times....hard to explain.



Hell Trip...hmmm...watching this now on Amazon...wonder if it's any good?

So hard to find scary movies that keep my interest anymore...anyways, see ya tomorrow.

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It's about time for bed, but do have a taste for a toasted peanut butter slice of bread, with raisons on it...

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I think it's time for bed now, not the best day I've had, that's for sure, it's all in the mind, which of course effects our moods and outlook.
Had today off, should have tomorrow off as well, then work on Saturday.
I love days off, but if the mind isn't right, you can't enjoy days off properly or utilize the time properly.