It's time for bed

[Admin]

I guess it's time for bed.
You have no idea how much I hate tomorrow.
time for bed.

Time, the future, is nothing but death to me.

I prefer 'today', right now, while safe, alive and breathing.
No telling what hellish reality tomorrow will bring.

[Admin]

I guess it's time for bed now, I don't have to work tomorrow, so can sleep in.
Phones been off all day.
I'm about out of food in the fridge...it just sucks going shopping now for food, I mean you barely buy anything and you're at $70 dollars.
Some fruit, some vegatables, eggs, maybe some hamburger or lamb meat, ect, a few other things, and you're at seventy dollars already, it's just saddening.
But have to eat, and have to eat healthy, cause that's what we're made of, literally, is what we eat.

Anyways, time for bed.

[Admin]

I'm calling it a night, have to work 4 long days in a row starting tomorrow, yuk.
And well, I just need rest, the mind needs rest.

I had other creative project I was working on but had to finish with a 'best of', cause, well, just did.

Creativity has to be spontaneous, or listeners can tell you're just filling airtime.

I wish I had a body double right about now, a robotic one, so could send them out into the world and just work those hours for me while I stay at home and just relax.

[Admin]

Not much else to say, I've said all I need to say on other blog forums, so for now, it's about time for bed.
Will probably fade off to some sci-fi movie on Amazon video.

Although, just to make this post interesting, I do sometimes feel like this....

Carnival of Souls - 1962



This movie came out in 1962, I never really liked it, it just has a depressing dark feel to it.
Well, in the movie, the gal dies in a car crash, but viewers don't know that, and I guess, obviously, she didn't either. So throughout the movie, she's stalked by a strange man, who ends up simply being her guide.

She was a dead woman living among the living.
And that's how I feel sometimes, as if I'm a dead soul living amongst the living and to dense or dumb to realize I shouldn't be here anymore, or that my time has passed, yet I'm still here.



Here's the original trailer to that dark movie.

[Admin]

Well, I think I've pretty much exhausted the day.

What a planet we live on.

The older I get, the less I believe that god ust blindly loves every soul, cause there are some rotton azz souls walking around on this earth tonight, in all nations.

Ghettos, men who abuse women, thieves, gangs, corporate gangs, corporate thieves, you name it...and people with ust rotten mean personalities.

Shootings, robbings, car ackings, wars, arms dealers, drug dealers, porn pimps, and more.
You really think god died for this?

I don't know.

And they say, Christains say, God waiting for every possible soul to get saved, are you kidding me?
More people drifting away from god than finding him these days.

Anyways, it's time for bed.

[Admin]

Well, that's it for me on here for tonight, about to find scary movie to watch, on Amazon, and then ust fade off..
Thinking about giving this one here a try.



I think this is it, it's the trailer.

Anyways, time pushes along, pushes us alone, what are we gonna do, we're all slaves to time, be well and back soon.

[Admin]

I do believe it's about time for bed



I think I've squeezed about all out of today that I can.
I hang onto each day for as long as I can, cause I know when day is gone, I'm never getting it back.

That being said, time to lay back, and probably fall asleep to some korny late night sci-fi horror flick.
Years ago I'd always pray before bed, it was habit, but then grew out of it.

My view of praying has changed a bit, and sometimes I feel if I pray before bed, I could be summoning a dark spirit instead, so instead I just keep my mouth shut, and 'think it'.

Time for bed, goodnight and whatever.

[Admin]

Well, I guess it's about time for bed



Well, I guess it's about time for bed, that means laying down and staying down, and not getting up for nothing, not going to the kitchen or typing, or anything....means just holding still.

I've gotten just about all out of the day that I can, but once I let go of the day, it's gone forever, can never get it back.

The only memory of me ever even being here is me writing about it, if I didn't bother writing about today, or this moment, it would be lost forever.
Cave writing, that's all it is.

Anyways, I'm out...a little TV viewing then I'm out.

[Admin]

It's about time for bed



It's about time for bed, that one safe spot...unless you live in a war zone that is.

The world is just becoming a more and more scarier place, I thought technlogical advances would mellow the human race out, like on Star Trek, obviously not, seems man is getting even more violent and primitive.
Just look at all the crime in America, it's like a whole generation was born without souls or a conscious.

Unlike conservatives, I don't agree that it's good that every single _____ be born, who then grows up to be a tyrant or a thug, or a criminal and takes the lives of others.

Conservatives act like if there's even more sinful people on earth that things will be or get better?
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Anyways, no need in getting worked up this early time of the morning/day...so instead will lay down now and go to bed, or try to, wish I could find decent movie to fall asleep to.

[Admin]

It's time for bed.
Health, is knowing when to let go of the day, and just getting some rest for the next day ahead.