The to do list

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The to do list



The to do list.

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Todays certainly one of those days that if I don't work off of a 'to do list', I won't get anything done.

The 'to do list', kind of becomes your boss or director, when you have no one telling you what to do, or not motivated to do anything.
The to do list keeps one, or at least keeps me a bit more focused.

But with me, I'll write down things to do, then chose them randomly by rolling a dice next to each task on the list, cause if I don't randomly pick of the list, I'll just sit there forever wondering which one I should do first.



So I let the dice decide for me.

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I can already tell I'm not going to get anything meaningful done today unless I create a 'to do list', if I don't, I'll just sit all day and 'think'.

It seems for me that sitting and thinking, while doing nothing, just seems to be my natural state as of late.

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The random roll on my to do list has me getting a oil change next...wow, do I really want to do that?

$40 bucks or so, traffic, dealing with service people?

I guess it's long over due though, and, well, have the day off, may as well.
Now that not drinking anymore I'm learning how not to just keep putting stuff off forever.

I can't afford a new car, so better dam well take care of the older one I have.

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Continued from above⬆️⬆️⬆️

I did get that oil change, sure did take a long time, longer than usual, it was busy.

Cost me $58.00 or so.

Needed to be done, my car is older but so far it's solid.

Now home again and bored again.

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If I don't work off a list today, I won't get anything done.

I think at times my natural state of being is laziness, and so need 'to do list' to propel me along or nothing will get done.

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I don't even need a list right now cause I know right now I need to get dressed, groom, and get my slothy butt out and over to the store and by some groceries, yep, no list needed for that, accept maybe a food list.

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Maybe creating a 'to do list', can revive me and get me going in the right direction, any direction.
Cause right now I just feel totally flat on the inside.

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Today, I really do need a 'to do list', to just keep my mind off of long drawn out thoughts that waste good time.

But on top of everything else, vehicle is beginning to act up, and without a good vehicle in this large area of commerce, you're useless.

And really don't want to waste money on a new car, I don't want to be a slave to the system.

I mean rents high enough as it is, let alone a car payment.

And I have no one to hug, that's the worst part of it all.

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It's Tuesday.

Check list

1. Car to shop, have mechanics replace and install new crankshaft senor = ✔️

Ok, that's done, now I want to see if I can go buy a used pickup truck..




It doesn't have to be fancy, I mean any truck will basically do.

And I want to pay cash price for it and keep current used vehicle, so yes, for a while I'll have two vehicles.

I can get more for my current vehicle if sold as a private citizen than using it for a trade in, so I'll just keep it for now.

And, as a single person, I don't like only having one form of transportation, I hate the feeling of being helpless in a society where it's so hard to find help now days.

And, having a pickup truck will expand my world again, encourage me to get up and out and move and sell stuff at the flea market.

So, let me get started on finding a cheap used pickup truck.