The to do list

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One my 'to do list', 'bathe' came up.

So now I will go take a shower.

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continued from above...

Well I did take that shower, and it's like I've become a few shades lighter just from all the dirt that washed away.

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'To do lists', are so important to me, cause there's many smaller things on the to do list that I'd overlook if not on that list.

And when to many smaller things don't get done, then cracks develop in your life.

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First thing I think I'll do today is just go to the park and walk, break the ice, get up and out, a walk in the park always does a body good, especially in the morning.

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I actually did end up getting a pickup truck.

One of the few times in a long time, that I actually did what I set out to do.

It's used, but decent, and now don't feel so trapped, in that if have to move, I don't need to rent a truck, or beg another with a truck to help me.
Nothing worse, as a single adult person, than feeling like you need others to get by.

One day we all will though, no matter how independent we think we are, one day age and illness and sickness will catch us all, and we'll all need others or another to get by.

It's either that or commit _______ before that day arrives or when it arrives.

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That being said, today is here, and I need to get active at something, anything, and that's where the to do list comes into purpose.

I just fill it up with stuff to do, and let the dice roll randomly pick which task or choir or hobby to begin doing.

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Time to get started on a to do list on this Sunday, or I'll just end up spacing off and doing nothing and wasting time browsing the internet which is a complete waste of time and energy.

Of all the years the internet has been around, I've never ever made a meaningful friend or contact from it, I've never prospered from it, nothing, it's just been a big waste of time actually.

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I'm realizing the 'to do list' isn't always the best way for me to get stuff done.

I'm learning it's better to first do what you have a passion to do, what you're in the mood to do, and only fall back on the list when bored and prioritized stuff taken care of.

Cause one thing about energy, it's not infinite, and even when doing smaller mundane stuff, it take energy, physical and mental, is why often times all day long may only get a few things done on the 'to do list'...cause small tasks can sometimes detour you into other related tasks or missions.

Bottom line, I'm going to start focusing on stuff I'm in the mood to do, cause when in the mood to do something and do it, it's more fun to do.

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I need to go ahead and make a 'to do list', if I hope to get anything done today, now that finally up and moving around.

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Well, if I'm going to get anything done today, better get started on the 'to do list'.

The 'to do list' will get the rust out of my body and mind and force me to start moving around.

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Seems like my natural state, as of late, is just to sit and stare, sit and stare and think.
Think, sit, and stare.

So in order to break that nothingness I need to start marking off the 'to do list' again, or I'll just spend all day sitting, thinking and staring at the walls.