Dull Wednesday

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Dull depressing Wednesday



Hump day for many, but for me it's like a Sunday, the day before I must return to slavery work.

That aside, I suppose I've enjoyed my off time...I wish I could stop time, freeze time, I have no need for tomorrows anymore or the future period.

If I could jump off into some portal, and be stuck in 'today' forever, I wouldn't mind....or if could pick any other day from the past to be stuck in forever, I would not mind at all not one bit....unless of course I was in a bad situation.

I can't think of the last time I looked forward to the next day arriving; it's been years for sure.

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Hard to look at the headline news anymore, it's so tabloid now, and ugly, people are behaving very ugly....who gives birth to these monsters?

It actually makes me want to see more women get ______, not less.
Conservatives want every _____ to be born, 'Life is so precious' they say, but when many of these _____ grow up, they turn into out and right monsters and take other peoples lives.

America is to good a place for many who are here.
Bad people abuse freedom.
Judgment is coming, whether from God or nature, either way, the good will be swept up with the bad.
When nature resets, everybody goes, not just the bad...oh well.

At least as of now things are relatively calm in my world, not ideal, but calm.
I'm just glad I live in a red state.

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When I turn on my cell phone, I so dread all the update beeps I get on the phone, cause I know none of those beep notifications are anything good or healthy for me.

Everyone in my life either takes, or never gives anything that helps elevate your soul or fiscal situation.

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Wacky Dacky Wednesday



It's wacky dacky Wednesday, and I feel both wacky and dacky today.
When will I ever learn?
I _____ to much yesterday.

I don't have much to say or express right now, I'm still out of it.

In fact, after this, about to lay back down again and just 'be'.

Happy Wednesday, can't believe Halloween has already come and gone.

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Yes, I know Halloween is over



Ahh, about to go prepare some lunch for tomorrow, which is basically fruit slices.

When at home, and eat home cooked stuff, health always so good, even if I drink, health is just good, but seems the minute I go out into the world, as in my job, and buy deli stuff, or anything not prepared by me, than that's when I start getting the sniffles, or ect.

Nothing beats home cooked meals, lunches; but that being said, it's easy to get lured into the flavor of chips, sweets, fried deli, ect.

Anyways, I need a hug right now, cause the next 11 days will be, well, just challenging, first work then travel...lord have mercy.

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It's Wednesday, I'm here, what else can I say...



I'm here, haven't worked in a while, took a trip out west, now I'm back and, well...I'm here.

Ugg.
Is life ever going to get better?

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It's Wednesday, sunny and cold



It's cold out, it's Wednesday, and I've gotta get dressed, groomed, up and out, to restock food supply and few other items, maybe some booze.
I've been drinking beer the last 3 days, and suprisingly I still feel pretty good, decent.

I don't think it's booze that makes us feel bad, I'm learning it's stuff we consume or eat while drinking, that makes us feel so bad.

Like for one, I've stopped drinking alcohol and coffee at the same time, cause the next day you'll feel like garbage. That and other stuff. I mean if have a overall good diet, and in decent shape, beer shouldn't effect you to much, but if already out of shape and eating crummy food, then ye, booze will make you feel worse.

Anyways, all that said, I have a lot of meaningless stuff to get done, so may as well get started.
It's Wednesday, and I'm still here...

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It's Wednesday



It's Wednesday, and even though I did drink some beer yesterday, I feel better to day than I probably should.
But prior to yesterday I didn't drink for like 5 days, so the sobriety momentum is on the side of sobriety, that's good.
I drank yesterday afternoon just do to a lot of stress, and needed a way to bring down that stress level.
Cause when you drink coffee, tea, and other healthy stuff, your energy level just goes bizerk.

Anyways, I'm about to step out for a bit, go to the bank, yadda and yadda.

Also, I've been off work for a while, and that's probably also why my over all mood has been better lately.
Just doing mindless work, a job you're no longer learning from, a job that's not getting you ahead in life, can become very demoralizing after a while, is why I'm glad I left that place.

Anyways, it's Wednesday...

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I think today's Wednesday...pretty sure it is...could be wrong.

Yep, just checked, it's Wed alright...great.

I don't know where today went wrong, started off OK, emotionally, but like now, I don't even care about living anymore, and feel all down about poor planning, bad luck, bad people, bad decision and more.

What a mood swing.
And I'm not handling it through alcohol anymore, just can't...suicide by alcohol takes way to long (smirk)

Anyways, just up here sitting and contimplating my unfavorable future here on earth.

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I think I'm going to start using AI for certain tasks in my life.

Also, the 4th of July sucks when living in the city around a lot of thug, inconsiderate urban bastards who light off heavy fireworks at all times of the night, before and after the 4th.

They don't even care what the day stands for, they just like loud noises...but I guess to be fair so do a lot of younger males, for some stupid reasons.

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It's still Wednesday, maybe I can attempt to actually get something done within an hour or so before the day ends at midnight.

I think I'm going to order a AI subscription to help speed up my writing processes.

Just gotta decide if I want it on my old computer or new one...my new computer has nothing on it, so if scanned, there's absolutely nothing, no images, no identifiers, it's just a brand new computer....where as the one using now, years and years of images, videos, etc and that, all kinds of stuff AI, if got onto it, could copy, mimic, steal.

So ye, I think I'll subscribe to this AI service but on new computer...

I just can't wait on others to help me anymore, no one likes me, no one want's to help me, not even when pay for courses, but AI could care the less about your color, gender, weight, height, hair color, orientations, your politics, nation of birth and so forth.

And AI isn't moody...so ye, maybe my opinion is beginning to change now, about AI, now that I see where it can help me.

And if want to write a book, again, don't have to get robbed by some publisher charging you a arm and leg to format when I'm sure AI can do all of that now....AI is squeezing out the middle man...but sooner or later we'll all be that middle man that AI squeezes out.

At least all the writing on here is still 100% human, bad spelling and all.