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Post by Admin on Feb 27, 2022 3:39:28 GMT
Saturday notes  Saturday notes
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Post by Admin on Feb 27, 2022 3:41:01 GMT
Had to work today, home now, but mentally 'awash', just don't feel like doing anything, may try to watch a movie.
I rarely watch any movie in one sitting anymore, I usually chop the movie up into like 10-15 minute segments like a TV series.
Why watch it all at once.
Good movies hard to find, so when find one I like to stretch it out as long as I can.
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Post by Admin on Mar 12, 2022 11:50:41 GMT
Drabby Saturday, sure is, why?
Cause I have to work today, that's why, so to me it's drabby Saturday.
And on Saturdays there's nothing on the radio as I drive around, radio sucks on the weekends.
All you get is early morning gardening shows, fishing shows, where chubby anglers, hunters, fishermen, basically talk about big game stuff, just not my cup of tea.
And you get a ton of boring as hell 'money talk', nerdy talk, where older nerdy people with wealth call in for advice of how to preserve their wealth, how utterly freagen boring.
Yep, working on Saturdays totally sucks for me, at least with my job.
Maybe if I worked at the Zoo, or some other public job, where got to work around the public and see different people, maybe that wouldn't be so bad.
But I work alone, and rarely get to interact with anyone outside of my job duties.
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Post by Admin on Mar 13, 2022 2:28:27 GMT
My work part of the day absolutely sucked!
Added absolutely nothing to my life.
I report to work, that job, simply cause I need the money.
We all get exploited like that when you think about it.
People tend to think only 'romance workers' get exploited, no, there's many ways your body can be used and abused outside of the romanceual thing.
I mean just showing up to a job that destroys your moral, and beats up your body, hell, that's exploitation also, but regardless expected to do it.
Then some one will say 'just quit', and I have many times in the past, but what keeps me here is the schedule, if not for the liberal time off, this would of been a ex job long ago.
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Post by Admin on Mar 19, 2022 11:08:21 GMT
It's Saturday and I've got to clock in soon, gross.
but then off tomorrow and next few days.
I wish I were off for the rest of my life, from controlled slavery.
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Post by Admin on Mar 19, 2022 11:09:46 GMT
Yes, seems all work is is regulated slavery for most.
Slavery is when you work, but still can't get ahead.
A system of slavery does the same to people under it, through taxes, inflation, credit scores, ect, its leaves a whole class of people who inspite of working, still just cannot get ahead, that's controlled and regulated slavery, plain and simple.
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Post by Admin on Mar 26, 2022 22:12:38 GMT
Been clearing out junk most of the day
Been clearing out junk from back room most of the day, and it's exhausting, mentally and physically.
It's mentally hard, draining, to give up on self by throwing away, giving away, ect stuff from your past.
I mean we all dream or dreamed of that day where we'd be famous enough, or have small feet's, grandsmall feet's, who'd one day value going through our stuff in the attic.
But with me, that's just a dream, no one could give a squat about me, my memories and least of all my junk.
Yes, that's sad for me to think about, but I can't let that junk hold me back.
I need that room cleared so can possibly rent it out to perminent roommate or the airbnb thing, which could save me 5oo.oo or so bucks every month, and during these inflationary times who couldn't use those types of savings.
One soul will be lucky enough to move in with me, should I go that route, but will I be lucky to have them?
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Post by Admin on Mar 26, 2022 22:14:00 GMT
Got rid of all my DVD's, kind of sad actually, the memories of watching them, it's mentally draining throwing or giving away your past, it just is, and have to really be in a particular mood to do so.
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Post by Admin on Apr 2, 2022 19:26:24 GMT
A very slow start to this day, and it's still lagging.
Even went and exercised earlier, hoping that would put some energetic enthusiastic juice in me, it didn't work.
I just feel like the weather is outside, which is wet and damp.
But at least in nature wet and damp means life will spring from it soon.
With me, feeling wet and damp just means I'm feeling wet and damp.
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Post by Admin on Apr 2, 2022 23:56:57 GMT
Throw away day
todays proving to be just one of those throw away days, to late to salvage.
I don't know what happened with my mood and spirit today, I really don't.
I just know I never took off today.
It's like I just stayed in the hanger.
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