Closet people discussion

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I don't like the fact that Ron DeSantis doesn't think being or identifying as 'Q' is apart of A-American history...how does he know??

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Society doesn't like seeing males of color presented in a more beautiful light like this



If a B male, or male of color, society, including other people of color, would rather see you acting tough, robbing, stealing, and being mean to others, getting arrested, protesting, and any other thing negative.

But by gosh, show them that males of color can also be beautiful, and you've like committed a brain sin, a conceptual sin.

Go figure.

Not me, I'd rather see males look and present themselves as being beautiful rather than tyrants out on the streets harming others.

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I had one of many dreams last night.
One of my former friends from years and years ago, had a crush on me.
I haven't seen this person in decades, but in the dream we appeared high school or middle school young again (as I do in most dreams)
We were even in the same small town we grew up in together for a while...Mike B.
But in the dream, it was dark, night, a thick dark night, and they came back to me, as we were like out maneuvering zombies or something.
But in the middle of all this they revealed how much they loved and adored me, at first I was taken aback, but then just didn't care, and embraced the fact that they loved and adored me, even though we're of the same gender.

I guess in the dream, I realized better to be loved and adored by one person, even if of the same gender, than to be ignored and unloved by all.

It was a really good dream, I even woke up laying in bed for a while, just feeling oh so loved.
And no, for you dirty types, there was no ____ involved, rather the love was all based on feelings and emotions.

Anyways, it was just a dream, now its time to get up and prepare to go out into a world that unlike the friend in my dream, doesn't give a squat about me.

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Happy happy sissy feet



Oh, happy happy sissy feet.
How many males, guys, secretely walk around with sissy feet buried within athletic shoes or boots?

[easyrider]

After today's Supreme court ruling about the web designer, I bet now it's only a matter of time before you get the LGBTQ community, or a atheist business owner, refusing to perform creative duties for a Christian.

Or a Chrisian refusing to perform creative duties for a Muslim or vice versa...or a FSU fan, refusing to create a shirt for a LSU college football fan.

I mean come on...this could get slippery.

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Religious people sometimes scare me, do to future rejection I know will come



I mean look at me, do I seem like a church person?
I mean I used to go to church a lot when younger, but not anymore.
And some man, older than me, who's apart of a church, kind of likes me, but the thing is is that they've never seen this more colorful side of myself.

I mean I'm not like this all the time, of course not, it's theater, but sometimes Christians don't understand this type of theater, and will judge you, and label you, and this and that.
And or tell you you must make a choice between their version of 'clean', and your theatrics.

I don't like that, cause I don't think you can ever cut off who you are on the inside, no more than telling actors on stage to stop performing characters they're not in real life.

It's man who rejects and slanders others, not god, and religion justifies that slander, for many, or even sometimes just cultural norms.

I'm not 'gay',(Actually, the older I get the less being gay or straight even has meaning to me at all) but I'd actually feel more comfortable attending a openly gay congregation, where people could give a flip about your theatrical side, where it wouldn't even matter.
I'd feel much more relaxed in a place like that than some uptight hetero type church where if you barely don't act the way a man/woman should, then people begin to whisper, I mean who needs that type of pressure?

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To exercise or not to exercise, that is the question



Usually exercising then gives me the excuse to drink afterwards.
I'm one of the most fittest drinkers ever...smirk out loud.

Actually, I don't feel like exercising at all, not one tiny bit, in that coming off of a long 3 day shift at work, and have other things on my mind, and I did get in little moments of exercise while on the clock.

I think I will, why not, what else am I gonna do.
(I'm probably only saying that cause I know once I go out, that on the way back I'll buy some beer)

But the thing is, is if I drink to much on Sunday, than I'm no good on Monday, and thus fail to get a lot of important matters done.
Right now, my future, the future I wanted anyways, seems imperil, so what does it matter?

I have no one to physically hold, and no one holds me, I'm alone in this world, thus beer is what holds me at times, why not.
When sober, I just dwell on stuff I can't solve (or maybe I could if never drank)

See how I battle myself, my own thoughts against and challenging my own thoughts, but isn't that what we all do?

Anyways, it's Sunday, I suppose I should get dressed, groom, and then well, we'll see.

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It's Monday



Yep, it's Monday, dizzy sissy, and how are you going to handle the day?

That aside, it's Monday, and well, I already feel smashed by life, by my life circumstances, and all I really wanna do is drink, so that I can avoid life issues, and just pretend everything in honky dory, as the saying goes.

dizzy sissies are to goofy to care about anything, sometimes I wish I could be a dizzy sissy, and just stay in dizzy mode all the time, cause then nothing would bug me.

Oh well, it's Monday, gersh darn it.

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I'm not gay, but I miss going out to gay clubs...does that make sense??



I don't consider myself gay, even gay people wouldn't consider me gay...
Rather, I just consider myself a fun loving canvass of an individual, who loves getting hugs and feeling loved, in that in real life so deprived of that.

It annoys me, certain very attractive types, who are annoyed by hugs...they have no idea what it's like to go years without one.

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But ye, I simply escape my day to day reality through art, abstract art, it's me, yet it's not.
It's the me I wish I were, it's the me I wish the world could see, but in every day life, they do not, other than the very keen.

Sorry, but I wasn't born to be ugly, I was born to be happy, playful, fun, enjoyable, and artistic.
If that annoys you, sorry.

I refuse to live in your cage, and so do many others...later and out.

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Grace under fire, could only be made in the good ole U.S.A.



People should never take their freedoms for granted in the good ole U.S.A.
But sadly many do.

The freedom of expression should never be suppressed by anyone, particularly foreigners who tend to come from very intolerant societies.
Well please don't bring that intolerance here to the states, thanks.