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Yep, it's Wednesday for sure



Yep, it's Wednesday, and tomorrow I have to work, after being off for 4 days, so what, I could never go back to work and could care the less....

I mean am I suppose to feel good about working just to always be near broke?..huh?...what an old 1950's concept.

And I never volunteer to work during my scheduled off time, cause I hate my job.
I like those I work for, but I actually hate the job environment.
I'm just burned out, older, and at a stage of my life where performing mindless, meaningless, repetitive work annoys and depresses me.

In fact, most American are fed up with that type of work, and is why the flood gates to immigration are wide open = future cheap labor, I suppose.

Anyhow, enough about that, It's Wednesday, I got to sleep in today, and still have a few hours of free time, and believe me you I will cherish and enjoy it.

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Digital trans only (Actually, I don't like the term 'trans', cause it suggests I'm trying to be something other than myself)



I create images of myself, like the one above, as a way of relaxing 'me', it's a form of medicine for me.
I'm not trying to transition into anyone or anything other than myself.

Actually, when I'm in public, as in the regular 9-5 world, it's when I'm not looking like the above picture that I feel as if I'm faking it.

Well, then again, just like with women, I do have range.

Females are allowed stylistic range, way more so than men.
A woman can dress like a man at work or at play, then that evening transition into a dress and heels, and no one questions their orientation.
Yet if a male does that, they're instantly tagged as gay or 'Q' or you name it, they're shamed.

That aside, if I could be or look one way all the time, or project a cheerful energy, all the time, than I'd love to always be able to radiate like the image above, but sadly, I cannot.

Sadly, I can only enjoy this version of myself through art, digital art, I suppose in the past I'd of had to learn how to air-brush or paint, in order to create alternative versions of myself.

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There is nothing evil or bad about wanting to look beautiful to self, regardless of gender



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Do LGBTQ ghosts exist?



Do LGBTQ ghosts exist?
I mean if hetero ghosts exist, than why wouldn't gay or lesbian ghosts exist to, or add to the list.

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This Walter guy is fun to listen to



How come the most handsome, well built guys are gay?

Oh well, he's still a cool dude with a large YT following, he speaks common sense about many social issues of the day.

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Not having the best day right now



Not having the best day right now, seems I just lost phone, just took vehicle to shop (so won't know when they call), got drunk last night, as such didn't make trip I was suppose to today....instead laid in bed getting thrashed by 'Monster in my head that loves feet', and loves to see me fail.

Just not having a good day at all.

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Some education.

1. Females cannot be sissies, sissy is a male term that makes no sense when applied to a female (that being said, historically females tend to move in and 'steal' male styles, patterns, clothing, roles and more...but that's for another discussion.

2. Being a sissy is not a soxual orientation, nor more than being black, or white, or Jewish is. If one is gay, it's not because they're a sissy, rather they were gay first, and their sissy persona probably came out later. One can be a sissy, and also be 'straight'.

3. The same with crossdressers, crossdressing is not a orientation, rather it's a stylish expression or fetish. Females cross dress all the time by wearing traditional men's clothing, but no one questions their orientation when they do so.

4. What is a drag queen? A drag queen is a exaggerated, flamboyant impersonation of a female, by a male. Some drag queens are gay, some aren't, just like some whites are gay, and some aren't..ect.

5. Sadly, the word 'sissy' has been exploited for 'adult' reasons, so when people hear the term 'sissie', they automatically think of a male or even a female 'sl_t', meaning someone who sleeps around with others with no self respect. The adult industry has really exploited that narrative.

6. Twink = Usually a younger, thin, naturally 'cute', soft male, or a male with a boyish look about them. But again, just because one is a twink, in appearance, doesn't mean they're gay.

7. Fact = Most fully gay men aren't turned on by any of the above, gay men like men who look like men, act like men, dress like me, ect...I've chatted with some in the past and the vast majority of them told me that.
Gay men, believe it or not, are usually turned on by 'jocks', or 'beefy muscular' types with beards, or ect.
Men who are aroused by sissies or twinks, or cross-dressers are confused, or are attracted to the fem side, and looks of the male before them.

8. Not all females project Western femininity, and even that term in itself is subject to different cultural and societal norms.

And that will wrap it up for now.

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Life must be miserable for older gay people, particularly men, who are beyond their prime and can't find companionship in bed or otherwise.

The window for a fun gay life, for males, is very short. Gay men are very picky, and since it's all based on breadex only, after you lose your appeal to others, what is there?

You just become a lonely, older drifter, I suppose.

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I went out to a local LGBTQ club last night, and it was fun...but as usual I met no one on a personal basis...I just went to observe the energy.

LGBTQ clubs are some of the safest cleanest clubs to go to, at least here...security is tight, everyone behaves, no fights, no thug types.

It was fun...I haven't been to a club in years.
I would never go to a regular hetero type club where thug males just wanna shoot and fight, and where all the women look plastic and fake...screw that.

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When we lose our romanceuality, what really are we then, or after that?

I just don't get aroused by much anymore, can't think of the last time someone or something made me 'sturdy'.

I mean even creating and looking at stuff online fails to make me sturdy anymore...so what am I now?
I mean some people still do excite me, but not in a my dong is hard type of way.

I still like being in the company of attractive people, but the pleasure more takes place in my mind, on an emotional level more so than a my dong is hard level.

Maybe that's just a result of getting older, maybe that's why they invented Viagra so many years ago, so I can't be the only one living this reality.