Dream scape

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Dream Scape



Watching the Matrix right now on TV, the whole plugged in concept, and how some are perfectly happy remaining plugged in and living blissful lives, real or not, in the end your mind decides what is pleasurable or not.

I think I'd might prefer remaining plugged in myself when I compare my current physical reality to the escapist dreams I have, have always had.

In my dreams money and wealth are never required to participate in activities.

The things that never intrude into my dreams are rent, bills, payments of any, hunger, basic stuff that most slave their whole lives for, in dreams they don't matter or effect quality of being.

Whether real or not it's occurring inside the mind, same emotions, feelings, thoughts, it's just occurring inside of a brain Matrix where you're free to explore many concepts, ideas, go places, defy gravity, defy normal social limitations and more.

If I could spend rest of life in one long dream sequence, it would be tempting, just one long continual 5-10-30-40 year long dream sequence.

Accept for nightmares, like when spider jumps on you or can't outrun a train ect, not sure what would happen if not able to wake up.

Either way you're alive, and self aware, only in your dream brain matrix, body movement not required.

Much more to follow as time and mood allows.

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Had dream of being crookedly embraced, accepted, by 'Hispanic' street gang with bad intentions

Of many dreams this early morning, the one that kind of still stands out enough for me to write about is the one that dealt with a unsavory gang environment. Wasn't really a prison setting, more of a run down part of a city type of environment setting.

There were low level black, as well as Hispanic gangs in this setting.



And you had to be grafted into a gang in order to survive, without the protection of a gang, you could not, would not, survive, and would just be 'meat' for all to pick over.

So remember in dream, for whatever reason, shady Hispanic gang leader approached me and wanted to befriend me, but at a price.

That price was 'loyalty', but for that loyalty I got protection, but again, it came at a future price.

That future price being, at a time of their choosing, I'd have to commit a crime for them, a crime that would benefit their gang, or 'my gang' since I was sorta kind of in it.

But it all felt shady to me, and for some reason I was hoping one of the black gangs would of approached me instead, for some reason, in dream, felt I could identify better with a 'black' gang, but the Hispanic gang members got to me first, in this dream.

I was trapped, cause if said 'no', they'd instantly be against me, but by saying 'yes', I was instantly not apart of the black gangs or sets.

(if in real life this occurred, I'd of probably just left area or 'ran away' from area)

I didn't want to be in any ones gang, but in dream, at moment, I had no choice, not a choice that would keep me safe anyways.

Again, the above was just a dream, but maybe by sharing it, someone has actually gone through something similar in real life, never mind the colors and ethnicity's, in dreams that don't matter, it's the core content that matters.
And the core content of this dream is as follows.

1. Not wanting to join a gang or shady outfit but feeling forced to.

2. And if you do, it's like making a deal with the devil, for the gang doesn't really care about you as a individual, I mean once dead, or crippled, or of no more use to them, you mean nothing. (although not in all cased, some gang members, who actually grew up together, do show amazing loyalties for life, even sometimes more than church members do for one another.

The above scenerio can take place in any part of the world or nation you live in, don't matter.

What matters is that most crime organizations use you, until you're of no use.

And let that be the moral lesson of above dream.

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If I didn't dream, I think my socialization would be about zero.

I mean my life is so socially secluded, that other than work, the only time I socialize with others is in my dreams.

Kind of sad but true, or maybe it isn't so sad, cause at least in dreams you can wake up.

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Second 'Dove Dream', but in dream Dove can't fly, and I'm taking care of it, second time have had it..

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Been kind of having dreams that arouse, as of late

Lately I've been having dreams you usually only have when way younger, you know, the kind that could lead to a mess, thankfully they don't, but I'm a bit surprised by that.

Is it something in my diet or what?

I don't mind, don't get me wrong, I mean if in my dreams is the only place I can get any action, who am I to complain.

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Oct 30, 2020 13:02:29 GMT Admin said:

Second 'Dove Dream', but in dream Dove can't fly, and I'm taking care of it, second time have had it..

Speaking of 'Doves', reading this just reminded me that while sleeping earlier today, as in less than an hour ago, one sequence of dreams was of me tossing birds in a very shallow inside pond or pool, with like a artificial rocky Island in the middle.

But when laid birds in the water they'd just sink, slowly float to the bottom while holding their breath.

Then did the same with a 'Dove' or Pigeon, and it did the same thing, so I had to remove it from the water.

But they'd just sink in the pool, as if by holding breath and standing still they'd remain safe.

I remember thinking to self, what stupid birds these are.

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Had some odd dreams last night, just gross actually.

A gigantic dog sized slimy frog was trying to eat an equally gigantic sized toad looking spider, it was just gross.

The frog never ate the spider, but the bulldog sized black spider (looked like one of those crab type of spiders, I don't know), was later near my feet or legs, and that's when I woke up.

I was like 'God, really?'

I mean of all things to dream about, why such ugliness, I pondered as I lay there in the dark.

Had other dreams to, but can't remember them.

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Had one of those dreams where you win or find money and for some reason you forget you're dreaming



Yes, had one of those dreams.

But in this dream I won like 1-6 million in a scratch off ticket.

Not sure why when money is involved we so quickly forget we're dreaming about it, I mean I was sure as day that I was rich.

Then woke up and was like 'Duh?', D'oh!

It's almost cruel for that to happen, cause it feels so real, you get so happy, then you wake up to nothing.

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Without getting into specifics, I had a dream that implied that it's mainly uppity white folks that keep many black folks politically ignorant by convincing them to vote for politicians who's policies actually work against them.

But the uppity white folks always tell the ignorant black folks 'that if you vote for that person, they'll bring racism back'.

But in reality everyone is racist, so that's a non disclaimer.

So to me, better to vote for a racist who's policies help you than to vote for a racist who's policies harm you.

That's how I see it.

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Dreamed, last night, that was being forced to move out of my place, with like near zero notice.
It was frightening, cause I had no other place to go.