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Post by Admin on Aug 16, 2023 0:29:37 GMT
It's Tuesday Yep, it's Tuesday, and about to pay my cable bill, which I only use for the internet. I was on auto pay for years, but when do that they increase your bill without telling you and without adding any new service, yet will raise your bill, the slime balls that they are. So now I pay monthly, so I can feel the pain of the bill every month. That aside, haven't done much today other than clean up my place, clean and organize back room and other rooms I spread junk out into. May not seem like much, but when putting stuff like that off for months, it's quite a task when finally get around to it, and it's energy draining. So ye, today's just basically been 'clean up day', how boring but nessisary. And umm, spell check doesn't work with this private or more private browser. That aside, let me go ahead a pay this bill, I'm like 6 days late. Xfinity doesn't like to cut peoples service now for being late, cause they know if they do, people will find alternative, they'll lose customer, and never get what's owed...at least that's my guess. Anyways, let me get on with my boring azz day.
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Post by Admin on Aug 22, 2023 23:42:26 GMT
I feel absolutely terrible today, physiologically terrible. Probably do to beer and other mental or physical factors. I haven't felt this terrible in a while. I'm not in pain, I just feel terrible, as in lack of positive emotions.
Also, earlier, not that long ago, was helping a sister of mine move some junk, and when I say junk I mean junk. They're a horder, a serious one, if there was a level or hording, 10 being the worse, than they're a 10+. Problem is when my F passed away, he co-willed me and them some property together, and so instead of selling the property, or renting it, they're hording it. But I may be able to rent out one of the properties. But first I have to move all the junk out of there.
Or, or, maybe I'll move into the place and live rent free, that would be nice, but then I'd have to move to Georgia to a city I really have no love for at all. Not that it's a bad place, I just don't like it.
I'm just not happy with any of my options going forward, and all of it seems stressful to me. I basically feel doomed right now. Hopefully this mood or physiological state will pass soon.
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Post by Admin on Aug 29, 2023 16:56:29 GMT
Wow, it's Tuesday again already?? Boy how time fly's whether you're having fun or not. The day is young and I already feel pooped out and burned out. Although, to be fair with self, I did help a sister of mine move some junk (They're a hoarder). Then came back, changed, then went grocery shopping, and shopping in and of itself can be exhausting. And now it's barely after noon, and I just feel burned out already, not interested in doing anything. Lately, my mind has just stopped wanting to get anything done, especially if it involves details or concentration, and that's not good. A big part of brain health is keeping the mind sharp, and you do that by focusing on 'the details'. My mind has become very lazy over the last few years, for sure. Anyways, it's Tuesday, a hurricane is on it's way, and well, I'm still here.
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Post by Admin on Oct 18, 2023 3:42:01 GMT
What a wasted Tuesday, I did absolutely nothing today I get all this time off and I do absolutely nothing with it. But maybe sometimes just chilling out and not feeling like you have to always do something is a good thing. I'd better enjoy this calmness in my life while it's here. That aside, it's Tuesday, less than 30 minutes left until tomorrow comes rushing in (midnight) I wish I could find a good movie to watch, I so feel like escaping into a good movie, just to get my mind off of my own life for a while.
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Post by Admin on Oct 25, 2023 2:14:29 GMT
It's Tuesday It's Tuesday, ye, and?.. I mean I'm here, but the world just seems like such a rotten place at times...(meaning the people in it, those who lord over others, as in governments, administrators, ect) Everyone's just wicked, from the people on the streets to those in high offices and places, everyone just seems so wicked now days, and dishonest. People lie, and make stuff up now, like it's their second nature to do so. Whatever happened to people having a conscious, and like fearing or at least respecting the 10 commandments, 'Thall shall not lie' (or bare false witness) I mean I'm no holy roller type, but was at least raised with basic decent principles on how to behave and treat others....but most, today, aren't. It's like a bunch of soulless human zombies walking around. Hamas is going nuts, criminals in America are going nuts, our own government is going nuts by auctioning off these here United States of America...this nation will soon go bankrupt....but in the meantime everyone is getting there's, while telling us working class types to continue to have faith in the system, ye right... Anyways, it's Tuesday, I'm still here, and still a underachiever. Life isn't getting no easier, that's for sure. Have you seen the price of meat lately?If you voted for Biden, you need your head examined, sorry, but you do. Anyways, I'm in self destruct mood, I'm _____ when I shouldn't be. I need help, but no one's strong enough to help me...oh well, life goes on...
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Post by Admin on Nov 21, 2023 19:18:53 GMT
It's Tuesday, and well... It's Tuesday, and well, I'm here...that seems to be the pattern as of late, I'm just here. And to make it worse, I have to work tomorrow.
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Post by Admin on Dec 19, 2023 14:58:55 GMT
I wake up today realizing I have zero friends and or family. I can accept that, and actually I'm at peace now, cause I realize, well, it's not me. I'll explain later.
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Post by Admin on Dec 19, 2023 15:22:49 GMT
OK, how can I get myself excited about the day, without drinking... First thing I can go do is turn on the central heat for a while. I have a space heater on, but rest of place a bit nippy. I need some general heat in place, and maybe that will help me to unwind, get up, groom and get on with the day.
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Post by Admin on Dec 19, 2023 17:00:49 GMT
Divergent, this movie, so tells the truth about independent thought vs mind control from the government
Came out in 2014, but ever so relevant during today's post covid, mandate era.
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Post by Admin on Feb 13, 2024 15:51:06 GMT
I will start today off doing everything I don't want to do, but that must get done, including paying Xfinity so I don't lose internet connection.
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