After work time

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After work time



After work time.

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I really do with I had Fred Flintstones after work zeal, but usually when I get off work I'm like a zombie, come home and just want to lay head down on the pillow for a bit until I get my second wind.

But then by the time you get your second wind, it's time to go to bed and get ready for work again, that's a sign I'm getting older..schucks.
Cause back in the day, once off work, that meant going out and doing the town, not staying home and moaning.

Yep, I'm getting older, that's for sure.

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How do I plan on conquering the world anymore when I don't even have any real energy after work?
Not good.
I think cause in the past, for so many years, all I did was drink as soon as I would get off of work, so would be fueled on alcohol energy and not real sustained healthy fitness/nutrition type of energy.
I've been drinking less as of late, and no longer drink at all on nights where I have to work the next day.
I've got to get more done in 2022, this year will be a pivotal year.
I'd even like to try and get into a house, again, I think that would greatly help me out, as long as the right type of house.

I mean rent keeps going up, homelessness keeps increasing, 'the rich' are buying up all the Real Estate, if I don't get in on it now, may never be able to.

Having a house will give me good or better leverage going forward, people, institutions, just take you more seriously when a home owner, which is slipping away from more and more people.

I gotta do this soon before I just stop caring about any and everything, but as long as alive I have to work, thus have to pay rent, so may as well get a house.

I think family has two houses that a paid for, but in cities I don't live in, and not interested in moving.

I don't know, why can't I just win the lottery.

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Ye, I think everyone has that 'I no longer care' threshold, of when they, we, reach a certain age and just tire out, and it's like either we have what we need to glide to the end, or simply stop caring and just fiscally and socially crash and start living off the grid or become homeless.

That 'I no longer care' threshold depends on a few things

1. Love and support - the more love and support you have from others in your life, the less likely you are to just drop out of society

2. Health - Health has a lot to do with it to, the healthier you feel = more energy = more optimism towards the future and that your efforts still matter

Those are the main two things, and of course drug or alcohol addiction can effect when one arrives at that threshold.

I mean it's one thing to arrive at that 'I don't care' threshold if already have 'made it', with millions are hundreds of thousands saved up, but when you reach that 'I don't care anymore' threshold and still working month to month, then it can be destructive.

It's why you're seeing the ranks of the homeless swell, cause people age out, health out, before able to secure anything of their own.

I was homeless long ago, was younger, so to me was more of an adventure, not sure if I could do it again, although I lived in a Van, if went off the grid again, I'd still prefer to do so in a used RV, would never just want to live actually on the streets where like the sidewalk was my bed.

twylightzone.boards.net/thread/40/homelessness-good-bad-ugly-all?page=1

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Another problem I've had, over the years, do to drinking, is that I'd 'play' to much, do silly things that don't matter, rather than focusing on adult stuff that does matter.
I just played around to much when had spare time, doing silly college aged stuff, as if trying to live younger years I never felt I had.

And I still like to 'play', but now realizing I'm getting older and better get my act together while I still can or else, or else, I to could end up on the streets, again, but this time, for good.

But as long as I can work, I doubt that would happen, but just saying.

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Just got in, and well, feel flattened by the long work day, flattened.

Everything I wanted to do earlier, while driving, while at work, well it's all on the backburner now as I just sit here in a daze.

Wow.

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Jan 20, 2022 1:04:02 GMT Admin said:

After work time



After work time.

Amazing how Fred Flinstone had so much energy left at the end of his work day.

I wish I could have that kind of energy when I got off my job.....not even.

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I feel absolutely devasted, after work type of devasted.

I'm not sick, relatively healthy, but just, my gosh, what is it about that after work feeling that just makes you feel so devasted.

It has to be phycological.

I'm just thankful I have tomorrow off.

Working just to work is just gross, it's a sick structure of Western society that we've all been told 'is the proper way'...the hell it is.

Not saying other ways are better either.

I think how the Indians lived was a better way....if could live free, like Indians, but only in modern times, with modern conviences, that would be ideal to me.

Just small tribes rather than super gigantic sized central Governments.

To live and not have to pay rent, or pay for land, like the Indians, how wonderful would that be?

But then rich greedy business barons wouldn't have any labor to work at their factories and ect.

They need us all clumped together, and living check to check until dead, in order to harvest our cheap labor.

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Also, I use to think the odds of winning the lottery were astronomical, well now I think the odds of getting ahead of your bills in life just from working is also astronomical.

So I may as well start playing the lottery again, cause the odds seem about the same to me now.

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I mean if this is all that's left to life is to come home feeling like crap after work, well.

Although I do work extra long hours on this job since only work 3 or so days a week, is why I tolerate it I suppose.

Cause I've learned if a laborer, no matter what job you get, they're going to exploit you.

Don't think prostitues are the only ones who get exploited, common working class employees get exploited all the time to.