Monday

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It's Monday



It's Monday, and I'm a mess, lazy, drunk, drinking, and soggy.
Poor poor me.
Cooking lamb meat right now, which I froze in freezer.
Hope I don't get sick, as I unthawed it on stove.

Just a lazy Monday for me, but at least I didn't have to work today.

Other than that, nothing major to report.

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I've wasted a gob of time today, still am on this Monday night.
I haven't been out at night in years, like in over 3 years or more, I just don't go anywhere, where would I go?
Yet people are going everywhere cause the roads always packed.
Dating, movies, restaurant's, art galleries, clubs, church, political meetings, who knows, I just know I don't go to any of those cause have no one to go to them with.

I haven't had a love interests in years, I don't even know what that's like anymore, who would like me?
And who would I like?
Anyways, a dull Monday, nothing big happened today other than I paid evil rent.

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I have a sense of doom right now



I have a heavy sense of doom right now, not sure if it's do to drinking yesterday, or if it's something I'm picking up in the air?

I do know a FedEX envelope was left at my front door, I haven't opened it yet...but usually good news doesn't come like that.

I don't know, yep, I just have a feeling of doom.

What would doom be to me?

Being sued for something, or told I owe back money to the Government, anything that has to do with making me more poor than I already am is doom to me, I guess.

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Monday represents the awakening of the evil administrative state

The capitalist demons and devils, and all their money collecting henchmen, come back alive on Monday.

And when I say capitalist, I'm not refering to small time businesses, community based local businesses that mind their own business, I'm referring to the new world order of global conglomerates.

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Not the best Monday for me, for sure...drank to much yesterday night.

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It's Monday



It's Monday, and this is pretty much how my day will go.
Sometimes I think you suffer hell before you die, not after you're dead.

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Anyways, I'm not always in such a grim mood, but kind of am now, for whatever reason.

Who knows, maybe I'll win the lottery today and will be able to walk away from everything.
Until then, it's just another grim Monday for me.

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My Monday



My Monday, when you start off the day already feeling like you've lost.
I dodn't think I have the eternal fire anymore, which it takes to overcome the obstacles in this world, for some anyways.
Some are born on the easy train, and then ride that train throughout life, but most or many aren't and do not.

But it takes mental grit, drive and motivation to overcome.
The mind is the engine, and the heart is the fuel, but if have no fuel, then what?

I need fuel right now, but not sure where to get it from.

Normally the fuel is there in your own life in the form of love, from others, family, friends, co-workers, ect, but when really have none of that, where does the fuel come from?

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It's Monday



Yep, it's Monday, I did some heavy beer drinking yesterday, and met up with someone whom not sure is good for me going forward, meaning their home life is a mess, and I don't need mess in my life.

Also, power went out earlier, that sucked, and well, its just been a wet dampy day so far.
Not sure how or if it can get better.

I'm just glad I'm not working.

And with that, it's time to get up and, hmm, get up and do what?...maybe cook some eggs.

It's Monday.

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It's Monday



It's Monday, I'm off, and I'm chillen and trying to heal.
They wanted or asked if I wouldn't mind coming in today, on my day off, and I said 'screw that'.
I've given enough of my life to the industry I'm in and career wise have gotten nothing in return except a empty hollowed out life.

That aside, I'm off and enjoying every minute, second of it, of just being free, free to live without being under another's command.

Employment is so overrated, you realize this more as you age.
As you age, you're like 'wait, I've worked all my life and still pretty much impoverished?'
And then what money you do have, the minute you fall ill, it's gone.

Anyways, as I age, it's time, it's time that becomes like money to me.

It's Monday, and I'm still here...wow.

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It's Monday, slept in pretty late, as I usually do on my days off.
First order of business is to get dressed and go retrieve some sox I've ordered, that should be in the mail box.

Getting up and dressed and making self presentable can be a energy consuming task, if you actually care about how you look.
What annoys the hell out of me about many older males, is that they've been conditioned to not care about how they look, and will leave their home, house, apartment, just looking like utter slobs, or unkept, or ungroomed.
Both white and black males do this when get above a certain age.
They torture the rest of us with their bland ugly looks.

And older white males, with that pale, crakly, sun damaged skin, and sparse white or grey hair, gross, yet they still think they're all that.
Well, not to me they aren't.