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Post by Admin on Jul 4, 2021 17:40:11 GMT
I will be spending today alone and by myself, I don't even know how to meet people anymore, well I do, but now days people into very tight social groups, or family groups, and if unknown to that group, they have no interest in inviting you into their group, unless very young and cute or in school.
It's all about 'matches', looks, size, color and more.
If young and still have 'cute face', everyone wants you in their group.
If older, forget about it, you're treated like a scourge.
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Post by Admin on Aug 5, 2021 20:52:25 GMT
I so hate shopping now when off work, that seriously thinking about signing up for grocery home delivery.
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Post by Admin on Aug 27, 2021 3:16:56 GMT
Who I am before work, and who I am when I get off from work, are two worlds apart
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Post by Admin on Aug 31, 2021 21:53:15 GMT
I thought I was having a bad day until I saw this video
Good Lord almighty...
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Post by Admin on Sept 7, 2021 20:21:35 GMT
If Dracula existed today, would he be feared or sought after?
Links in video no longer active, older video, but content or question still relevant.
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Post by Admin on Sept 11, 2021 6:39:41 GMT
Can't sleep right now and my mind is blank, worst off can't sleep right now and have to work tomorrow, that's the worst time to not be able to sleep, cause when do have to wake up, that's when the drowsiness sets in.
All I can do is bleed off some 'mind energy' by writing, burn off some 'mind calories' by writing about the fact that I can't sleep.
Had a decent dream while I was asleep though, of a former girlfriend I had years and years ago, and for some reason in the dream we got back together, they actually liked me, again, and oh, why did I have to wake up.
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Post by Admin on Sept 11, 2021 11:58:11 GMT
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Post by Admin on Sept 16, 2021 2:06:27 GMT
What a long day My day took me to and from and here and there, I'm getting older and more settled now, cause I just don't really like traveling anymore, I really don't, at least not during the job and on the freeway, every things just to fast, and dangerous, not a day goes by I don't pass a deadly wreck it seems, or hear of many in the local news. My mind is just 'tired' of certain things, I need stillness now, quietness, not the hussle and bussle of industry. I think sometimes the devil is the one who created industry.  We've become a slave to it. I'm but one person, I did not create this world, I did not create industry, and industry will outlast me for sure, my health and my sanity. So glad to be home and away from it all for a while.
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Post by Admin on Sept 21, 2021 14:00:21 GMT
Beware of peeping tom ghosts
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Post by Admin on Sept 27, 2021 12:33:37 GMT
If I don't create or follow a 'to do list', I won't end up getting anything done today
Time for that to do list to come out or I'll just sit here 'thinking' and pondering all day or morning long on my day off.
It's amazing how 'small' sometimes it's the people closest to you really think you are, it totally amazes me in fact.
And they try to keep you small or encaged in the low expectations of their mind or minds, cause you can tell with how they describe you during a argument or discussion.
Example, some of those who are the most biologically closest to me really have no idea I'm a abstract artist, totally clueless they are, and instead conviently fit me into some small box in their minds that's totally not me.
People are just very small.
Most think in a very small way.
And most want you to fit into the smallness of their own minds.
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