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Post by Admin on Jun 11, 2020 6:29:07 GMT
It may of been a new chapter, but until a new book, nothing really changes.
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Post by Admin on May 20, 2021 4:15:44 GMT
New Chapter?, what new Chapter? Seems it's hard for me to turn the page on my own life, isn't it for us all though at times...things just linger, old habits, bad habits and a few good ones. But nothings really changed, for some of us, just seems fate doesn't want us to, seems fate just wants the majority of us to just trudge alone through life not really making any difference in this world. I was off for 4 days, and pretty much totally wasted all of them, that's my fault, like I said, old habits hard to run away from especially when lack anyone to hold you accountable. Got really drunk yesterday evening, and realize why now, cause drank a beer I normally do not called 'Hurricane', but it looks cheap, but learning that it's often the cheap looking beer that comes with the biggest punch, and boy did I sure punch myself yesterday, destroyed computer and all as if some drunk college student in a dorm. Even tried to impress some women who were trying to get a cat out of the swamp, and well, stupid me, called myself a rescuer, but didn't rescue nothing, and lucky I didn't get attacked by a Alligator. That was a dumb thing I did last night, I mean look at how much power and speed these gators had, and had I encountered on in that dark marshy swamp with growth up to my shoulders, I'd of been finished. What was I thinking?...I wasn't, but that's what male ego does around females, is try to impress, especially when drunk. Then told them I'd get a rubber raft and get it later...ye right. I basically made a fool out of myself yesterday, all do to drinking to much. That's one page or chapter I do with I could turn the page on.
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Post by Admin on May 20, 2021 7:26:28 GMT
This is me, in that I never seem to learn my lesson This sums up my past few days..
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Post by Admin on Sept 27, 2021 12:28:26 GMT
there is no new chapter, just a repeat of the last one, over and over and over again.
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Post by Admin on Nov 13, 2021 20:18:07 GMT
I could use a new chapter right about now.
A new book would be better.
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Post by Admin on Jul 10, 2022 13:17:42 GMT
My problem is, is that I've got to start doing things that matter
I spend to much time 'playing'...I don't mean with toys, but as in just doing stuff that doesn't matter, small stuff.
What I need to do is start focusing on only doing stuff that matters, as in life changing, money making type of stuff.
I think I've always just relied to much on fate and luck, to bring me to wherever it is I thought I was suppose to be by now in life.
I think that comes from early on in life, always been told 'Just have faith in God' type of stuff. But as I've aged, I realize that means nothing at all if you don't first and foremost focus on stuff that matters.
For if you notice, even though's who tell you to trust in God, notice behind the scenes they still all had a plan they stuck with, that really had nothing to do with god, and everything to do with greed or determination ect.
And then when they do make it, then they become all preachy and all cause it sounds good.
My problem is, is that I started off in life to nieve and nice, I was raised in nice area and had no idea how viscious and cruel the rest of the world is or was.
But yet I'm still here, and still nice....and still learning.
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Post by Admin on Jul 10, 2022 13:36:24 GMT
Another problem I have, that has held me back in the past, and even now, is that I hesitate way to much. I'll make up my mind to do something or buy something, and then I'll hesitate, and it's that hesitation that hurts me a lot.
I need to stop hesitating so much and just 'do it'....regardless the outcome.
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Post by Admin on Dec 31, 2022 13:25:10 GMT
Knowing when to start a new chapter in your life, that's key, is knowing when it's time to move on from the last chapter, rather than dragging the last chapter of your life on for to long.
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Post by Admin on Dec 31, 2022 13:26:16 GMT
I always say if you listen to your body, your body will tell you what's the right thing to do.
Liquor, beer or wine, ect, or bad influences, ect, will then later, come in and override the common survival sense your body is trying to tell you to do, or direction to take, or what deal not to make and so forth.
But if you listen to your body, more times than not your survival instincts will guide you down the right path.
(But a lot of that depends on if you're a good or bad person, morality does play a role here, but this post is meant for those who generally learn towards the light)
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Post by Admin on Dec 31, 2022 13:42:27 GMT
Like right now, my inner voice keeps telling me to 'end it', as in _____ I was doing for a ______, yet the stupid side of myself, that wants to believe things will get better or blossom, keeps me pausing or hesitating.
And it's the stupid or gullible side of ourselves that usually lead us wrong or puts us in positions where others can lead or do us wrong.
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