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Post by Admin on Dec 31, 2022 14:06:29 GMT
⬆️⬆️⬆️ continued from previous page
Well I just did it, I just told place that 'I'm done'....and glad I did, like I said our inner self will usually take us, steer us, down the path of least stress.
It's when we don't listen to that inner voice is when things get complicated.
The only time you ignore that inner voice though, is maybe when you're an athlete taking on an opponent whom everyone says is better than you, ect.
Or when fighting for something you really believe in and the odds are against you, and so forth. There are, of course, acceptations to the inner voice rule, but for the most part, outside of say competitive sports, or war, or ect, for the most part listening to our inner voice for most day to day matters will usually steer us clear of BS.
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Post by Admin on Dec 31, 2022 14:23:59 GMT
OK, so maybe this really is a new chapter now, that just happens to be coinciding with the new year. But also, I live in an environment I can't stand, nor the people in it and or their habits. It sucks, they suck.
And it's way more challenging for me to fix that part of my existence, moving away from this place that is, which involves money, employment, a place to live...only winning the lottery would, could, iron all that out, but without a gob of money or cash, than one is just kind of stuck living in hell and around hellish people with hellish habits.
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Post by Admin on Jun 13, 2023 21:38:58 GMT
I think I need a new mission in life
I don't just think, I know I need a new mission in life in order for my life to have meaning going forward, but what shall that mission be?
Volunteering? Another job? Activism? Invent something?
Schooling?
What should be my new mission in life?
Cause right now, I feel empty on the inside.
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Post by Admin on Jun 13, 2023 21:40:51 GMT
When younger, and needed new mission, you could just join the military, or peace corps, or some other Government funded adventure. But when get older, less such adventures are available to you do to age...even though I'm in top shape, don't matter, gotta be a certain age for stuff.
But maybe I'll search and look around anyways, cause at this stage of my life, with no family, I've got nothing to sit or stand still for.
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Post by Admin on Dec 19, 2023 15:08:29 GMT
Well, not really a new chapter, but a new realization about some things, that may indeed create a new chapter, one for the better, I hope.
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Post by Admin on Apr 19, 2024 20:47:03 GMT
A new chapter has begun in my life, and this time for real
I realize now, in order to really start a new chapter in your life, you totally have to break away from the old one. The reason why I could never really change anything in my life before is because I basically lacked the means/finances to. But that changed here recently, at least for no, so I'm going to take advantage of this window while still young enough to even care.
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Post by Admin on Apr 20, 2024 23:15:01 GMT
I literally feel like I'm in some alternate universe right nowI feel like I'm in some alternative universe right now. I feel distant from my current reality, in that my current reality has changed so much over the past few months, that, I don't know, not sure how my inner self is relating to it, or if at all. I mean you spend, I spent, so much of my adult life dreaming of what I really wanted to do, and then when actually start doing it, it's like a shock onto the system, the consciousness. Sounds odd, I know. Not sure what to make of it yet, and or if capable of rising up to the new occasion and actully helping self turn life around, meet new people, be thrust into new environments, challengers, and more. I wonder if anyone else has gone through the same?
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Post by Admin on Apr 21, 2024 3:03:45 GMT
Starting a new life can feel like you're living in a alternative universe, at first
Your life really only ends when you want it to, and not when others think it should.
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Post by Admin on Apr 21, 2024 13:14:54 GMT
I still have this odd sensation that I'm just not here, along for the right, but not here. Within my own body that is.
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Post by Admin on Apr 21, 2024 15:31:07 GMT
If I want to really change my life around, my bodies' going to really need my co-operation. Meaning that I must stop drinking beer or booze, cause you cannot be productive and drink at the same time,nope, just not possible. The boozing will hamper your enthusiasm for sure.
I have to make up my mind which matters more...getting drunk and just pretending I'm a washed up has been somebody, or actually staying sober and engineering a new life for myself, with energy to boot.
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