Brick wall

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Brick wall

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I've gotta get past this brick wall



I've gotta get past this brick wall.

I always meet people who fail to see potential in me, their like monsters when I think about it.

People who get ahead are around selfless people with 'means'.

I feel like I'm in a cage, where monsters just keep starring and observing.

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But when do clear this brick wall, will smear all those who just sat by, watched, observed, but never helped.

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When I do get past this brick wall, I shall have pity on no one, for no one had pity on me.

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It's not the zombies you have to worry about



You let me rot, forgot about me, wished me gone which equals wishing I were _____.

Do you think I will forget?

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I'm beginning to feel as if I were born incased in a brick wall.

No advancement possible, it seems, just brick walls in all directions.

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The main brick wall I keep hitting in life is myself.

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Dating and mating has probably been the biggest brick wall or walls in my whole entire life.

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Success period, just seems to be my brick wall



Last week almost bought a new Dodge Challenger, this week still driving same old used car, but I'm grateful for that little car, I really am, it's like a reliable friend.

But just saying I had my eyes, and my ego, set on driving a new Dodge Challenger, but in the end, payments were way to high.

I used one I could probably get for sure and afford the payments.

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Everything in life and online is rigged, as such it's hard to get a true measure of yourself.

Imagine yourself being water, free flowing water in a series of pipes.

Well within the piping system there's valves and levers which control your ability to flow, and can stop your flow all together.

Now in nature water pretty much flows freely, but once within the piping system your flow is controlled.

Well man, people, personalities embedded in 'the system' are like the valves, they control your movement and ability to 'get out', to be heard. And this is done for various reasons.

Egos, intimidation, dislike, whatever, but it's done.

Twitter is a prime example of that, how people get shadow banned, and others get elevated, not do to talent or anything, but do to others behind the scenes who control the flow.

Or sometimes if willing to 'pay', you can have closed valves of obstruction opened up.

Some, who are valves, will stop you from being heard do to politics, religion, whatever, but they do it and it happens.

They'll prop up who they want, and bury who they want based on their own personal interests.

The trick is placing yourself around those who do like you and who do want to elevate you, but sadly it's still usually based on self interest.
They have to feel they're gaining something off of your talent, but if they're threatened by your talent or personality and they happen to be in a position of control, good luck.



The 'Brick Wall', in many cases, is simply being unfortunate enough to be in a system where others control your flow, irregardless of your own personal talent or skill level or even likability.

Some, in positions of control, don't even like the fact that your likable to others, and so go even more out of their way to bury or hide you.

These people are wicked and have ruined the lives of others by denying others.
And these wicked types will never admit to holding you back, hiding you from others, is do to their own sick bias.