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Post by Admin on Jan 30, 2023 4:14:42 GMT
 When you can see what's happening to yourself, your spirit, your moral, do to habits, and current overall environment, but are to weak to do anything about it. So you watch your destruction in slow motion. (that is unless 'self' steps up to save 'self') |
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Post by Admin on Apr 8, 2023 12:12:10 GMT
It would be nice if everyone had a terminator around to protect them
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Post by Admin on May 14, 2023 14:01:44 GMT
Sometimes I think being born was a brick wall to me.
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Post by Admin on Dec 23, 2023 12:46:54 GMT
I feel like I've hit that brick wall again, but now there's like 4 walls, and one on top, almost sounds like a tomb.
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Post by Admin on Jan 24, 2024 6:44:20 GMT
I've hit a brick wall for sure, in life. Hard to explain, but I've lost all motivation to 'work harder'...I mean for what? My future seems like dirt right now, just a big pile of dirt, and I'm doing nothing to avert that. I just don't have the motivation, or love, so I just sit and wait for the last minute. Not only that, it's not like I'm rich, and movement takes money. I've hit a brick wall alright, and not only that, it's like the brick wall is gonna fall on me soon and squash me flat.  |
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Post by Admin on Jan 24, 2024 12:51:08 GMT
Gravity You never quite know where a person is, mentally, until you study their art, or at least where they are in that moment.
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Post by Admin on Apr 6, 2024 7:03:04 GMT
google is demonic, with their lying azz password recovery BS, asking you for your number, out of the blue, when haven't used that number in years...
Then they say 'err, we want to make sure it's you'...a big fat BS!!
They're demonic and don't give a F.
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Post by Admin on Apr 17, 2024 18:01:24 GMT
I've got a problem that I notice about myself, and that is I 'stall'.
When things move to fast for me, I stall; and I do that by over thinking things or decisions.
Not sure why I do that, or what I'm afraid of, but I notice I stall a lot in the course of a day.
It's a habit I must get out of if I ever hope to thrive in this world, or my environment.
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Post by Admin on Apr 17, 2024 18:02:59 GMT
Yep, I pause to much during the day, as I'm doing now.
I mean had I just ordered the Adobe package, I'd be done already, but instead I stall by writing about it instead of doing it.
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Post by Admin on May 9, 2024 0:39:00 GMT
I think, know, I'm my own brick wall 99% of the time.
I don't trust myself to stay sober, long enough to ever accomplish anything great.
I'm in this school now, and just don't trust myself to hold it together long enough to actually graduate or get certificate.
It's as if I'm already looking for an excuse to quit or fail.
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