Morning time thoughts

[Admin]

I probably should erase all my presence from the internet, but that's hard to do.
I have several gmail accounts, and videos on them, if I delete those accounts, than the videos, which are posted on various forums, would be muted...but so what...they barely get views anyways.
I just don't like this new age, era, of AI and hacking and evil.

[Admin]

Yes, I wake up this morning with a utter hatred for all things 'online'...meaning all the sleaziness that comes with being online...sick ads, this and that.
And with AI, it's only going to get worse.

It's so not like what it used to be...
Online people can lie about you, makes stuff up about you, steal your identity.
Online, you don't know if interacting with a bot or human, a good person or a sleaze bag.
And you never get paid for wasting 1000's of hours online posting stuff...it's just time thrown away.

[Admin]

This morning I just kept sleeping and sleeping and sleeping while the twilight zone TV show streaming over computer.
Usually when you just sleep and sleep, and don't feel recharged, that's a sign your body is fighting off some infection or illness.
The purpose of sleep is to restore you energy, but if energy not restored after say, 6-8 hours, than somethings wrong.

I mean who knows, our bodies are under constant attack from germs, bacteria, viruses, bad food, man made chemicals and so forth.

It's why having a strong immune system is the best remedy to it all.
A strong immune system is like a force field that helps protect our bodies from multiple threats.

[Admin]

I'm totally annoyed by people who complain about being rich, they annoy the hell out of me, such types.

[Admin]

It's been a hard go, emotionally, the last few days, and then add to that I drank a few beers a few nights ago to deal with the stress.
I've had my phone off for over 24 hours, but this morning, I finally wake up feeling a bit more calm and 'OK'.

I'm not going to do anything that hurts my fiscal well being, is the bottom line.
Nor will I fight or sacrifice for others who don't give a dern about me, and are never there for me, can't even pick up the phone when I need a conversation.

Idealism means nothing in my own personal world of reality.
I'm not trying to be a hero to anyone anymore, who's never there for me.
Makes no sense to go broke trying to fight some noble fight for those who could care the less about you, referring to supposed family, extended family.

The only people you fight like that for are your own small feet's, if lucky and blessed enough to have them, but you don't fight like that for like adult cousins or siblings, or people you think will be there for you in the future if haven't even been there for you in the past.

These last few days I've recalibrated myself to what's important in this world, which is my own well being, that's what's important.

If I'm not well, than nothing is well, because we are our own universes within ourselves.
And again, every circumstance is differernt.
Most people give, sure, but they're giving out of surplus, not poverty.

And one of the worst feelings to have as an adult, is to be broke, and living check to check, which means you're trapped in hell.

When broke, you can't do anything, you can't act on anything.
When broke, you're just stuck, trapped by circumstances, and can't move out of the way of destruction, that's a terrible feeling to have, especially the older you get.

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Anyways, live and learn, and then one day we all pass away, but until then, for your own sake, while alive, live and learn.

[Admin]

I thought technology was suppose to make humanity better, nice, more civil?
Seems from what I can observe, technology is make many people act more beastly.

[Admin]

It's Thanksgiving day



It's T-day, again.
And as usual, I will spend it alone (used to it)

And I plan on staying sober today (that's the plan anyways)
I need to get my body and mind right, again.

I'm not happy or sad today, I'm just here, and glad I'm not working.
Would rather be bored at home than working a job I can't stand.

I may go workout later, in the park, do a few laps, stretch.
I guess I'm still thankful for my ______.
I often feel if you say what you're thankful for aloud, than evil or god or some other entity will then take it away from you.

Anyways, not much else to say, a bit cold inside of place this morning, with space heater blowing at legs.
Just got up, sat up, following a night and morning of extensive dreams, I mean my gosh, even Sean Hannity was in one of my dreams...yuk.

I got two turkey legs I just through in a bot and boiled a few nights ago, I'll eat those today, but I do also have a taste for some cranberries, but not the gel kind....I may have to settle for cranberry flavored juice instead.

Anyways, time to get on with the day that I'm still here and alive to do as I please with.

Oh, and if want to stay in a decent mood today, just avoid the news headlines.
I think Satan has taken over all news agencies...lol.

[Admin]

I woke up this morning feeling like I had drank last night, sometimes I think the effects of working long hours at work are worse than the effects of drinking.

[Admin]

I've been spreading myself thin lately, as far as online media goes.
Been posting a lot more on twitter, or X, but that's a waste of time.
There really is no more social media, that I know of, where people actually have real time dialogue.

I think private chat rooms are or have been making a come back for a while.

[Admin]

Don't lie about other people



It's hard for even a good person to overcome lies.
But who's worse, the liar or those who chose to believe those lies?