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Post by Admin on Mar 15, 2022 14:19:40 GMT
Morning time thoughts  Morning time thoughts
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Post by Admin on Mar 15, 2022 14:30:49 GMT
I dreamed extensively last night, and can barely remember a single one, other than being around a airport, and watching a small cessna land in a small busy cramped urban airport. I think I landed before they did, while under instruction.
Had a ton of other dreams and just can't remember them, only remember the essence of them, which as good.
The good I remember is the interaction.
Which reminds me how important relationship are, and sadly once some of us in this world actually wake up from our
dreams we are starved of real life relationships.
Relationships are vital to having a good quality of life.
The best years of my life have alway evolved around when I had good relationships with others.
Now I don't really have any relationships with anyone and live a pretty isolated life, not by choice, but by fate or circumstance.
It's just mainly I have a job where you work alone for the most part, and jobs are usually where people build relationships.
First school, then it's your job where you meet and interact with people, date ect.
But in my job, which is transportation, you're alone for the whole entire shift.
So I guess my subconscious makes up for it by giving me extensive dreams when I sleep.
Nature always seeks a balance.
If I can't get a hug in real life, than I wake up from dreams feeling like I've been hugged, and I guess subconscious mind can't tell the difference.
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Speaking of job, I've got to go take a urine test today, in my line of work you have to take random urine tests and is why the trucking industry struggles to hire new drivers, cause most newer, younger drivers don't like the idea of not being able to do weed, or use CBD oil at the minimum.
Also I don't drink anymore as of late, but sure do wake up in the morning feeling like I have.
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Post by Admin on May 3, 2022 11:53:40 GMT
Twitter proves how utterly corrupt social media is
Twitter totally proves how utterly corrupt social media, and that there are not good people or systems when man is involved.
I mean it's utterly gross to me that people behind the scenes suppress other peoples ability to get out or be heard, simply do to one group of people in control having a world view that they wish others to adhere to.
Twitter is no different than the governing body of some Autocracy rulership.
The board members are no different than Putin of Russia, or the leaders of Cuba, no different.
The only difference is that the rulers of twitter don't have own military and or ability to physically enforce their rules.
But twitter demonstrates that human nature is the same, regardless, humans, when given power over others, are nothing more that self absorbed bullies who suppress the rights of others they disagree with.
I've always known that, and have stated it in various ways in the past.
Give any one person ultimate power and they'll become the devil.
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Post by Admin on May 13, 2022 10:56:29 GMT
During my 3-2 day work cycle, after work, before work, I don't have time to do anything personal, all energy is reserved for the long day ahead.
Energy is not to be taken for granted as you age, and it's when we're short on energy, and continue to be active, is when we get sick, is when bodies immune system weakens.
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Post by Admin on May 13, 2022 11:03:39 GMT
And obviously (continued from above), we spend energy even when thinking.
Road rage is a form of spent energy, negative thoughts, or thoughts that make us worry, all drains you throughout the course of the day.
Good thoughts take energy as well, but good thoughts, for whatever reason, aren't as exhausting as bad ones are.
Life is energy, period, but different actions, behaviors and thoughts drain us at different paces throughout the day.
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Post by Admin on May 13, 2022 11:05:11 GMT
Woke up like at 4:44 am, so it's going to feel like a long day today, oh well.
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Post by Admin on Jun 6, 2022 6:31:20 GMT
Early early still dark type of morning, but I'm up, watching YT videos, about wild animal encounters, the type of videos that totally waste your time but are entertaining.
I wonder how those channels get those videos?
Cause they're form different people.
Anyways, I'm up, drank a few, even though should not have, I don't want to get back into that habit, especially since good looks and body all coming back.
When you drink, or I should say drinking a lot makes you look ugly, you get fat or heavy, and face loses it's form.
When stop drinking you get your youthful look back, at least I do.
I've got two more days off, more time than I know what to do with, good, would rather have spare time than no time.
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Post by Admin on Jul 3, 2022 9:07:46 GMT
Until the sun comes up, I still consider it 'night'.
As such, I feel like having a late night snack.
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Post by Admin on Sept 30, 2022 15:47:45 GMT
Time for me to get up out of bed or loft or couch, and try to do something with my life and time today.
And to not feel bad or guilty about still trying to be happy.
a lot of us, when we're happy, we just don't know what to do with it, at a certain age, cause we feel like it's a trick.
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Post by Admin on Nov 18, 2022 11:59:57 GMT
It's cold out, trying to tear self out of bed.
Another long day of nothingness, like a horse or mule pulling the grounder round and round, just going in circles.
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