Moods

[Admin]

Back in the day, I used to think I wanted fame, but now that I know how utterly ugly and flawed people are on the inside, why would I want millions of ugly flawed, argumentative, insulting, judgmental souls following or knowing about me?

I'll take money, but you can have your fame.

[Admin]

Cars and engines are gross, and I think it's gross that every human being has to have one...why?
Not everyone is morally fit to have a vehicle.

I know that sounds mean.

Society would have evolved so differently without vehicles, maybe for the better.
Communities would be much smaller, that's for sure...a lot of animals would still be here that cars kill every day....so would many who've been ran over.
And people would be in much much better shape cause of more walking or biking or horses (not that horses should bear our burden)

As I've aged, my attitude towards machines and engines and things that make noise, have just changed.
The native American Indians kept their societies small...like a 10,000 populated tribe would be like a New York city sized tribe.

They kept life small and simple and were good stewards of the land for 1000's of years, or however long they were here.

[Admin]

Today is here, and is just another day for me to lose and fail at everything I attempt.
A day for me to become more poor, buy stuff I really can't afford.

A day for me to hear bad news, or to hear from negative people with negative spirits inside of them.
Another day for me to be sad about various things in life and my past.
Another day for me to view the socially bad habits of others, as I leave my place.

Screw today.

[Admin]

Not feeling so postive or cheery as of late...some of it may be related to booze, but most of it probably related to feeling like I'm running out of money soon, thus options.

I hate being a slave...I really do.

[Admin]

My mood feels so flat right now, I'm just here, but no zest.

I don't feel sad or anything, I just feel like I'm here, like a tree I suppose, just here.