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Jan 14, 2024 22:34:30 GMT
Post by Admin on Jan 14, 2024 22:34:30 GMT
Today
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Jan 14, 2024 22:36:59 GMT
Post by Admin on Jan 14, 2024 22:36:59 GMT
I wasted a good day. I could of used the day in a better way, but also could of used it in a worse way. Spent most of afternoon sleeping and dreaming, I guess that's not to bad, considering it could have been worse when compared to how maybe other peoples 'today' has gone.
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Jan 30, 2024 16:06:29 GMT
Post by Admin on Jan 30, 2024 16:06:29 GMT
It's TuesdayIt's Tuesday, and I'm not gonna lie, I feel like utter crap right now. My mood is off, my bodies chemistry, or physiological balance feels off as well. And on top of that parts of my body aches...I'm just a mess today. And it's probably only going to get worse, phycologically and even fiscally, and in other ways. Also, I have no one to lean on for comfort, not a soul, yet still trying to do the right thing for 'devils'. I've learned this, and that is you cannot ever please devils, ever. Devils hate you unconditionally. You'll go broke trying to please devils, and then what? As I sit here typing this, at this moment, I just feel doomed. Next week, I have to go somewhere I don't want to go, but when drunk/drinking, I booked a ticket out of impulse. The devil is also in the 'bottle', and then gets ahold of your mind and makes you do stupid things you later regret. Right now, I have no answers or solutions, other than to try to reclaim my body, my health, my mind and my spirit, cause that's my only defense in this world. Health is everything, without health, and not being loved, than one may as well just roll over and die. But I'm to healthy to roll over and die, so until then will continue to get tormented by this world, my world, and those I was cursed to be born around.
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Mar 23, 2024 17:16:02 GMT
Post by Admin on Mar 23, 2024 17:16:02 GMT
Been sitting around for days now, waiting, just waiting on something grand to happen, if it happens at all. Good things usually just don't happen to me, so like a dream, I'm expecting to wake up at the last minute, or things go wrong at the last minute...would fit right into the pattern of my life.
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