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Post by Admin on Nov 23, 2023 3:05:33 GMT
I've been treating myself bad lately, that needs to stopI've been treating myself bad lately, and that needs to stop. I mean like mentally, putting myself down, my lack of success in this world, my lack of social status, lack of friends, lack of family, lack of money, lack of everything that pretty much makes you a happy thriving person, yet I'm still here, and still try to remain positive, for whatever reason or reasons. And when you put yourself down, it makes you want to drink more, as if torturing self, slowly destroying self. I just need to refocus on something, or things, that bring me joy (been saying that for years) Either way, I don't like abusing myself, I mean I don't abuse others, or animals, so why should I abuse myself, even if unhappy with self.
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Post by Admin on Nov 23, 2023 16:01:22 GMT
Oh what shall I do on this Thanksgiving day? Oh what shall I do on this Thanksgiving day? 1. groom, make sure I look decent to self in the mirror 2. eat a very small breakfast 3. Turn phone on and text out Happy T day notices 4. Maybe workout 5. Create a 'to do list' And that's about it. As usual, I'll be spending the day alone, as I have like the last decade or so of Thanksgivings. No invites, no nothing, so that's just normal to me. But I suppose one year I could invite someone to my place...but not much here...oh well, no big deal. I'll eat two boiled turkey legs I bought a few days ago...I'll film it, why not, so people can see how many single people spend their holidays, and that is alone and drunk....but today, I want to stay sober (gosh dern it, I shouldn't have said that, cause whenever you say you want to stay sober is when you then feel like drinking, we shall see) But what's the point of drinking when have to work tomorrow.. I hate the feeling or emotional drop of having fun with self one day, then being torn away to work the next morning, like some mindless zombie worker. ----------------------- Avoid the headline news today and you'll be happier, cause it's like devils run newsrooms these days, and share the most god awful things with readers and viewing audiences. Anyways, it's Thanksgiving, I'm here, and so are you, if reading this in 2023.
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Post by Admin on Nov 25, 2023 4:48:50 GMT
The hair on my head is finally starting to thin, I wonder if it's do to stress? Or maybe just age is finally catching me?
I think age has caught me long ago, I just happen to be in decent, semi beer drinking shape.
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Post by Admin on Nov 25, 2023 4:55:00 GMT
Not sure why AI keeps prodding me to use it...there's gotta be a catch.
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Post by Admin on Dec 4, 2023 11:20:05 GMT
Taking off from the Lewiston Idaho Nez Perce regional airport (United Express)
Flying, hmm, I'm just not as thrilled to do it as I once was when younger.
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Post by Admin on Dec 4, 2023 23:31:32 GMT
Landing at the Denver, CO International Airport (very large airport)
Video came out a bit grainy after loading it to YT.
Landings are the worst part of flying, cause when pilots hit the reverse thrusters to slow plane down, it always feels like the plane is trying to tip over.
Years ago all I dreamed of becoming was a pilot, not anymore.
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Post by Admin on Dec 5, 2023 4:37:51 GMT
I really don't trust nothing online anymore, not texting either, just seems everything can be manipulated now. Those in charge can intercept your communications and twist stuff up, lie about you, ect.
To me, don't believe nothing about another unless they tell it to you themself.
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Post by Admin on Dec 8, 2023 4:26:50 GMT
I got a few years left on this planet, I really just don't care who spy's on me anymore or what data is collected on line, I'm a nobody, so it doesn't really matter.
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Post by Admin on Dec 8, 2023 4:27:54 GMT
Today was my B-day, and now less than 33 minutes left in the day, spent the bulk of it at work.
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Post by Admin on Dec 19, 2023 14:42:43 GMT
I found a site called 'mylife . com', and this site regularly (and I'm sure others like it), claims to know your identity, and posts all kinds of stuff about 'you', for others to search, addresses, numbers, this and that, but then the site goes further and often invents stuff about others malicious stuff, by suggesting 'you' could have arrest records, or warrents, or worse yet be a 's' preditor, then they prod you to 'pay', to see the persons profile..huh?
What a sham/scam, and more and more people are finding out about these sites that can wreck ones image by falsifying information about 'you' that others believe to be true. As such, I'm going to contact an Attorney today and see if I can 'sue' this place for inventing stuff about me, and then prodding viewers, or myself to 'pay' to see if it's really me or not, again, what a shame...
I don't just want my name taking off their site, I'm going to screen capture the false stuff they suggest about my name (And I have a popular Spanish name), and then contact a Lawyer and see if I can see them for defimation! No telling how many family members or former classmates, get their info about me from such sites.
Most people are to dumb to realize the only way to get official info about another is through government agencies, as in the FBI (federal background check), local check ect, not through 3rd party data gathering for profit sites online.
I'm going to sue that site, maybe others, if I can, for defimation...we shall see.
But this site here helps you or gives you instructions on how to take that crap down, bad info or even accurate address info about yourself which can endanger folks, like say if a stalker wants to know your where abouts.
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