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Post by Admin on Jul 2, 2023 22:27:26 GMT
It's Sunday, and I'm OK with being lazy today, for some reason, as well as yesterday
I don't know, just in a lazy mood, and don't care.
I guess I realize now everything is stacked, my efforts don't matter. Effort doesn't matter, especially online, when things are just stacked against you, or your posts are hidden, ect.
So screw it, I'm just not in a mood to care about any of it right now. Let the world, and those in it, burn, what do I care, cause they obviously don't care about me.
(just my mood talking)
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Post by Admin on Sept 3, 2023 13:46:05 GMT
I'm going to get up today, because I can. Let's see what happens after that.
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Post by Admin on Oct 29, 2023 15:19:16 GMT
It's Sunday (My Saturday)Who needs Halloween, when every day life is scary to most of us. And who needs invented monsters, when if live close to, or in and around urban types, you see monsters walking the streets and victimizing people daily, or at least in the news headlines. Think of all the criminals, that have yet to be caught, just roaming the streets right now, killers and more, whom have escaped the law...gross, why were such monsters even born? I have split views on the whole abortion debate....depends on the community, I suppose. Anyways (and yes I said that) Conservatives what everyone to be born, yet once born, then they're for the death penalty...huh? Anyways. It's Sunday, I'm a mess, just coming off of 3 long shifts. Seems I feel worse coming off work than I do when I drink. I gotta make some major decisions this year, decisions that will change the trajectory of my life, hopefully in a better way. But in the end, we're all doomed, regardless the decisions we make, in the end, rot, wear and tear, and destruction will catch us all.
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Post by Admin on Nov 19, 2023 16:29:30 GMT
I need to turn my phone on and let 'hell' flow in.
I'm totally out of it today, as of now, and sober, as of now. But woke up feeling as if I had drank, but I think that's just what working to hard and long, and late, at a job will do to you.
It's Sunday, but I feel like I'm in a different world right now, I'm just out of it, will spend today finding self, reclaiming my purpose in life, not my employers purpose.
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Post by Admin on Nov 20, 2023 3:28:34 GMT
It's Sunday, I'm changing, or different right now. Growth is always wobbly.
Denver facing (Dern, I forget, but I need Denver to win).
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Post by Admin on Dec 3, 2023 15:18:44 GMT
It's Sunday It's Sunday, the world is at war. It's Sunday, and everyone is at war with their inner selves and demons and angels. Has their ever not been war on earth? What a bloody realm, earth is. Most of us don't have to see the gore though, do to living in sanitized societies. Anyways, it's Sunday, I'm here, time to make a to do list. Coming off of 4 long grueling days of work. Let's get on with the day.
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Post by Admin on Dec 3, 2023 15:28:45 GMT
I may factory reset my computer soon, but that can be a pain, cause it wipes out all programs. I need to learn how to upload stuff to the cloud, cause many programs I've lost the keys to ect, and or are a pain to track down and find, it's a process that could take half a day or more in time and energy.
It's either reset computer or order another one.
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Post by Admin on Dec 31, 2023 15:39:20 GMT
It's Sunday, what the hell ever am I going to do today? I mean between the neighbors unruly ____ being loud, what the hell ever shall I do today?
3 long days of work, now off, and I feel dishoveled mentally.
I don't feel happy about anything, that's for sure, how can I change that?
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Post by Admin on Dec 31, 2023 15:44:05 GMT
The only thing that will get you out of the 'house', and to the store, when don't feel like going anywhere, is when run out of something you're addicted to, like booze or tobaco, ect.
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Post by Admin on Dec 31, 2023 15:47:26 GMT
Getting dressed, at times, really feels like a momentous process to me. Dressed, then grooming self, that takes a lot of mind energy.
I wish I had planned my future out better when younger, as in investing money, and just making over all better decisions...cause as it is, I'm not looking forward to my future anymore, as of now, or today. All I see is hell on earth, my own personal hell, meaning living around those who's habits and culture I hate, working jobs I hate, and anything else that can go wrong, seems like it will, going forward.
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