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Post by Admin on Jan 21, 2024 14:54:15 GMT
It's Sunday, I think, I sure hope soIt's Sunday, and I feel 'OK', have felt worse before, for sure. I'll get started on new 'to do list'...cause the one from yesterday got way out of control. It's good to create a new 'to do list' daily as to not get burned out...it's all phycological, heck life is a phycological battle. Some people have it easy, others never will, but those with love in their life have it easier, regardless of what they're going through. And if have love in your life, feel loved, are loved, and have money as well, than you're doing mighty fine.Me, and others, have neither...we just get by, some how we just get by. Anyways, it's Sunday, time to get up and scurry about and get eaten up by yet another day or corrosive time.
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Post by Admin on Jan 21, 2024 15:26:38 GMT
Time to get up and dressed, and head to the store and buy some Sunday beer, yes, I'm going to drink today, why not. I probably shouldn't, but dang, what else do I have going on? Fitness?
I think my body would like me better if I didn't drink. I hate what i become when I drink, in that that's when I always make stupid, impulsive decisions, and say and promise things I probably really don't mean.
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Post by Admin on Feb 19, 2024 4:58:37 GMT
A wet damp, dark, Sunday
It's Sunday night, almost Monday...Monday, yuk!
Just been laying around all day, recovering from last night, cause I drank a few beers after getting off work late, stupid me.
Lately, the future, at least my own personal future, just doesn't seem so bright and fun.
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Post by Admin on Mar 24, 2024 22:42:23 GMT
It's Sunday It's Sunday, and this is the view I get to enjoy, at times, when go out onto the deck. I can't complain about the view, for sure, but because rent keeps going up, this will probably be my last full year here. Sad to leave, but the realities of greed sometimes force you to move on. ----------------------------- Anyways, it's Sunday, I haven't done a meaningful thing today other than workout (walked at park), and did a little grocery shopping, I mean very little, yet price still came to over 50 bucks.
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Post by Admin on Apr 15, 2024 3:25:49 GMT
How's my day going? It'll be mid-nigt soon, so day's almost over, but how did it go?
OK, I guess, from a 1-10, 10 being the best, I'd rate today's experience a 6.1 Slept in late, finally got up, dressed, went for a drive, walked, grocery shopped, came back in and then had a few beers (darn) And when came back, my parking spot was filled. When I got back is when the day started deteriorating for me...beer drowsiness set in, and my mood was hostage to that from then on out.
Also, I'm enrolled in a film school now, a accelerated one...I paid a hefty price for it, and so now I have a lot of learning and other tasks to do that will be totally new to me over the next few months, as my lease expires.
One day at a time. I still hate the people in the area I live, no connection to them at all. It's still a dangerous area, and I have newer vehicle now so always paranoid some punks are going to mess with the vehicle. Can't really own nice stuff around ghetto minded people.
And since parking spot taken when I returned from store, parked nicer newer car in utility spot, which I really shouldn't have (but it's Sunday so management isn't here). That means I got to get dressed again and go back out to the most dangerous spot in the hood, and that's apartment parking lots at night. That's where people get shot, robbed, ambushed, ect.
Apartment parking lots are the most dangerous place to dwell at night, at least in hoodish areas. Anyways, I can no longer keep up with my own 'to do list', it like swells to like 30+ things to do in less than an hour.
And drinking beer for sure hampers my productivity....I'm going to have to get a handle on that, for sure, if I want to succeed over the next few months.
Poor poor me, will I ever get my life in order? I'm older now and doing things I should have done 20 years ago.
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