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Post by Admin on Dec 5, 2021 16:30:11 GMT
It's Sunday
It's Sunday, what else can I say?
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Post by Admin on Dec 5, 2021 16:31:19 GMT
It's Sunday, what else can I say, although woke up feeling like it was Saturday do to my work schedule, so maybe I'll just go one pretending it's Saturday, or maybe, maybe, for the fun of it, I'll re-name every day of the week to suit my own needs, hmm, that would be a fun exercise.
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Post by Admin on Jan 2, 2022 14:28:15 GMT
It's Sunday again Today was one of those mornings I woke of, just laying in bed, wondering why I'm even still here. Just laying there. A weird time for me right now, in a odd mental state, I think has to do with me not drinking as much, getting older, and realizing how hollow my life really is. I think when I dranked a lot, it didn't matter how hollow my life was, cause when drunk I didn't care. I could get onto twitter or other social media and be drunk and it didn't matter that I didn't have friends on there, and basically making a tweeb out of self, non of that mattered when drunk. When drunk you create your own reality, but when stop drinking so much, the lights and glamour go away, and you're left with cold hard reality, and realize you have no social or even real fiscal foundation as time begins to catch you. 00000000000000000000000000000000000000000000 This year, 2022, what will it bring? Will I even make it to 2023, I mean look how many were lost in 2021. Do I even want to make it to 2023? Obviously that's my just got out of bed mood talking to me. I know one thing, I need some prosperity if going to make whatever years I have left on this planet meaningful. I don't need rah-rah prep talks, or seminar talk, what I need is real life prosperity, luck, whatever, I just need real life change if my life is to have grand meaning going forward.
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Post by Admin on Jan 16, 2022 14:58:38 GMT
So you had a bad night, so what, millions of others probably had a bad night as well, think how many got arrested for DUI, or got into bad automoble crashes, or found out their spouse was cheating on them, or lost a loved one in some tragic accident, or to illness.
Think how many people got into physical fights last night, how many had their cars stolen, were robbed, lost all their money at the casinos, and on and on and on.
And you think you had a bad night?...please.
So you got on the phone, while drunk, and called people you might not have called if not drunk, and you expressed your mind...so what...I mean really, so what.
Nothing changed, they don't like you anymore or hate you any less, the only one effected by your emotional tirade is or was you, and the only one still thinking about it is or was you...so I suggest you get up, and go exercise, don't allow yesterday evening to spill into today.
And being fit is the best way to cleanse self.
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easyrider
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Post by easyrider on Jan 23, 2022 21:21:51 GMT
Today feels 'sucky'. All Sundays feel sucky to me, even if a good bright day, Sundays just always feel sucky to me.
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easyrider
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Post by easyrider on Jan 23, 2022 21:23:23 GMT
Today I do feel like wearing a mask, not cause I believe it helps protect me against anything, but rather cause I feel ugly, and don't feel like grooming just to go to the store. Masks are good at hiding your ungroomed face.
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Post by Admin on Jan 30, 2022 21:18:07 GMT
It's Sunday again It's Sunday again, wow, the weeks are flying by to quickly once start keeping track of the days. Haven't even gone outside today, feel a bit ill, do to internal infection do to caffeine which causes inflammation which sometimes leads to all the symptoms I'm feeling right now. linkhttps://www.mindbodygreen.com/articles/does-coffee-affect-inflammatory-response Which means I need to stop drinking stuff with caffeine in it. Turns out beer isn't the only thing bad for me as I age, and already don't intake a lot of sugar, which is another no no, but still, diet needs complete overhaul. I'm mean not really already don't eat a whole lot of junk. I don't know, seems when younger could eat nuclear waste, and the body would deal with it, now that getting older, barely look at the wrong food and body reacts negatively. I was suppose to get a lot done during this time off, but so far, barely anything do to low energy cause by minor illness do to inflammation do to caffeine. If it's not one thing it's another, last week workout out like an athlete, this week I feel like I'm 90 years old. Just want to lay in bed and sleep, but that's a sign body needs you to reserve energy so it can do it's thing and heal. I think I'll order some groceries after this, that'll be my big activity for the day, cause sure do not feel like venturing out anywhere, I don't even feel like taking out the trash.
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Post by Admin on Feb 21, 2022 4:59:47 GMT
Just 5 minutes left on this Sunday Not much out of the ordinary occurred today, did talk to someone from the State of New York. I may hire them to, or pay them to, do some illustrations for me soon, if I can afford their price. Also, did visit a relatives house I use to live at years ago, when I had a used RV I parked in their driveway and lived there basically for free for about a year or so or less. And Putin still hasn't attacked Ukraine. Also went cloth shopping today, something I haven't done in a while, but sometimes can find neat niche clothes at those clothing outlet stores where they sell stuff at a discount. Bought some cool skin tight fitting type of shorts and skin tight fitting sweat pants. Or whatever they're called. Anyways, good-by Sunday.
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Post by Admin on Feb 27, 2022 20:18:02 GMT
Today started off disatrous, well tech wise anyways Woke up and right side of keypad on laptop wouldn't work, that really just sucked, cause then spent the next 3 hours or so trying to trouble shoot, and of course nothing worked, and It's Sunday, so manufactor tech help all but useless. So finally just went to Office Max and purchased 'mouse', an old fashion mouse, and lo and behold it works. Yes, it works! I bought to, a blue tooth one and old fashion usb cable one, just didn't feel like going back to store if one didn't work. As you age you just learn to buy two of what you need, so that if, when you lose one, or one breaks, you have another on standby. Anyways, I lost 3-4 hours today on that crap. The news happens fast, and when computer down, you get behind, I get behind on points I need to make. Like with Putin and how I think China used him, proded him to invade Ukraine, knowing goodness well it would be his political downfall. And now that's just another challenger out of the way. But also, never forget Putin still has what Hitler did not, and that is nuclear weapons. And Putin is old now, not many years ahead of him, and he'll go down firing rather than in exhile or facing some U.N. tribunal court. If Putin is pressed to hard, I wouldn't be surprised at all if he used the 'nuke' card. Never under estimate a mans ego, especially when that man has a boat load of nukes and nothing to lose by using them.
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Post by Admin on Feb 27, 2022 21:52:18 GMT
It really does take me a long time to unwind from the previous day, especially if worked the previous day.
My mindset when off work and when on work are so different, like two different people in different realms.
Takes like half a day for my non work side to come out.
And to help with that, will create a 'list' of things to do to help get me focused on anything that will help me leave yesterday behind in the dust.
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