Wasted days and wasted nights

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After ordering a new twic badge, of course, while cleaning up yesterday, I found the old one, what a waste of money!

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I just don't enjoy flying like I used to



I'd rather rent a new car and just drive now, but time doesn't always allow for that.

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I think staying inside some of these trucks to long is hazardous to my/our health, the benzene plastics, and other chemically laces substances in these trucks are bad for the body

There's something in these trucks that are slowing destroying our health.



A lot of materials inside of trucks, even some cars, are made of this crap.

But truckers are in their trucks longer than most people are in their cars...so what's the risk?
You decide, and do your own research.

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What a dreadful feeling day it is for me, as I prepare to leave for work.
I hope there's more to life, for me, going forward, than this cyclical nonsense.

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I've been in a moral slump, as of late, worse than other times.
My future seems bleak to me right now.
I don't have enough positive stuff, people, in my life.
My neighbors are like ____ goblins from hell, souless beasts.

And America is allowing millions of more souless beasts to flood in, not all, but many will now turn to crime, cause people aren't gonna let themselves starve.
Expect a crime way like never seen before.

Can't believe rich people, who allow this, are so snug and indifferent to what's going on....
And by the time it does get to them, it'll be to late.

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Got off work a bit early today, do to mechanical issues.

Odd mood day.
I know I need a change, and soon.
I pretty much know, a year from now, or way less, I won't be where I'm at now.
Not sure if things will be better or worse, I just know they've got to change, for my own sake.

My spirit needs more than just a pay-check to get buy, working while slowly going broke, isn't very inspiring.

I need to either earn more or live cheaper.

I have a lot to sort out, so may as well take advantage of the few extra hours I have now, before gotta go to bed and work another full, long, day.
And then wake up Sunday to whatever and ugly distractions.
It's like if you stand still long enough, eventually hell will find you, for sure.

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My dispatch dares to call or text me when not scheduled to work, are you kidding me?...lol

As if when not working, I sit around by the phone waiting for the chance to go back to work...screw that.
I don't enjoy my job anymore, and when on the clock, I see that as 'dead time'...my spirit and soul dies when I'm doing that job, cause there's no social or creative outlet for me there.

Working some bland job cannot be apart of my future or , well, I won't have a future.

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When you get home at like 11:20 pm, there's really not much you can get into.

Also, check out this book on homelessness, something we all might be experiencing soon or one day.

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It's now Saturday, but to me it's still friday night.
Got in so late, not much to do but to go to bed...then gotta do it again tomorrow, work that is.

I'm beat.

Trump sued today for 83 million for basically stating 'I'm innocent and don't even know this lady'...

Well who the F is the judge or jury to find Trump guilty for something he said he never did, nor can she prove it.

What the F is the criminal justice in this nation coming to?

I think the Jerry Springer crowd, audience, is now running the justice system, bunch of drama queen clowns that they are.

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Sometimes you just like want to get or be fired, so you can get unemployment isurance and all...