Odd thoughts

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Odd Thoughts

Right now watching 'Shawshank Redemption'

Let me just get to the point.

When 'Andy' is in there, a group of sodomites approach him, he resists, so then they ____ him over and over again, but first he'd get beat down brutally.

Question.

1. If in Prison, or similar type situation, is it better to just give in, or just 'serve'?

If either way, they'll get what they want, why resist?...some may ask.

Smart types realize there's a lot of 'power' with leverage.

When have nothing but self to offer, that means a lot.

Snobby types who are rich pretend to not understand that, yet they use same leverage in own lives.

The wealthy and rich are human to, they just pretend to not be.

(distracted by TV show...will continue later)...much more to follow and explore...

'Odd Thoughts'

Odd thoughts we, you, all have, but afraid to share, but here your thoughts will be shared for you..

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Those deemed 'monsters' by society, (who really aren't) also need comforting



Even those deemed to be 'monsters' by society, still need love and affection all throughout life, not just when younger.

And on a side note, to me that's why Fathers are so very important to the over all development, or healthy development of humans, in that Fathers are able to love and adore both sons and daughters, Fathers are able to comfort both equally, and provide a sturdy back drop to emotions knowing 'Dad is there'..

But when you remove 'Dad', or a good one, from the picture, than who's there to comfort the male?, to guide the male, that society deems to be a monster....who's there for them?

And some tough male having romance with a woman as a way to relieve stress or hormones is NOT the same as 'comfort'.

What a Father represents to a male is 'Gee, there's someone who'll always be bigger and stronger than me in this world', 'Someone who I still have to answer to, no matter my age'...and believe it or not people, that's 'comforting'.

For without that comfort, many adult males deviate from proper behavior trying to seek that comfort in different forms.
(And I wish women who think they can raise, or have small feet's without Fathers would realize that point, and stop being so selfish)

Cause as a result of women not choosing responsible men to marry, the streets are littered with crime...just drive around any urban city and see all the 'Lost adult males', wondering the streets aimlessly, like zombies, looking for that 'comfort'.

Seeking that 'hug', a hug with no strings attached to it.

But most males I speak of will never find that, but instead sentenced to a life of being deemed a monster by society.

Society needs monsters, societies will even create monsters where none exist, for everyone, at night, during the day, needs to feel there's always someone worse than they are.

Anyways, getting way off point.

Bottom line to this post and picture above is what comforts one deemed a 'monster'?....another monster.

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What this world really hates in 'honesty'

Cause honesty reveals how 'dirty' those in power, positions of trust, really are...

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Can tell 'evil'...I mean true evil, not theatrical evil, but true evil, can tell 'true evil', to call 800-615-1891 (paranormal saturday), and be on show, but it won't

True evil, the type that actually destroy's lives, would rather stay in the bushes, hide, than to come to the light and justify certain biases 'said ____' may have.

It's easier, for evil, to instead lie, fib, make stuff up, and embellish falsehoods about others, rather than enter the light and allow others to see how 'bent', 'their mind is, not others, but rather their own mind.



I'll gladly appear on anyone's 'radio show' or 'Podcast' as a guest, in that 'good' doesn't run, rather good loves to clarify...

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Putting feet into shoes kind of creeps me out now, here's why



Putting or placing feet into shoes now kind of scares me, particularly if reside in the SE or SW where large odd insects habitat all crevices.

My fear or phobia is that one day, will slide feet into shoes, and then feel a sharp pain, needle prick type of pain, and as lurch feet out of shoes, will see spider or other odd creature hanging onto food or toes, while sucking blood...gross!!!

Again, just a phobia of mine as of late.

Cause in warm tropical areas, insects love to hide out in shoes, clothing, ext.

So if I have pair of shoes, that have been 'grounded', sitting on floor of closet for long period, before I slide my feet into them, I step on outside of shoe to crush or drive out whatever could be hiding in there.

Cause the last thing I need, we, you and I need, is for whole foot to have to be amputated cause some ugly, cold hearted insect injected foot with toxins...like a black widow spider or something.

[easyrider]

I'm just in a throw away everything type of mood, I mean I don't want anything in my place that isn't absolutely nessisary.

The life I wanted to live years ago, obviously isn't going to materialize for me.

The family I imagined having, the 9-5 Leave it to Beaver, normal neighborhood type life, not happening, at least not for me, as such don't need to hang on to 'junk', as if some day I'll need it to fill up large house, pipe dreams.

Fate, instead, has delivered me social isolation, while I sit back and watch others 'botch' love, others god allows to marry, I get to watch them screw up their marriages by cheating.

Or Fathers neglect their own small feet's that woman dumb enough to give them.

(meaning women seem to have a nack for always choosing the wrong 'mate'.

Anyways, I just don't need 'junk' anymore, clearly my future will be a lonely one, a isolated one, so really all I need is a back pack, like when moving out of home for first time.

But Fate can be teasing, in that it'll be after I've gotten rid of 1000's of dollars worth of stuff, it'll be then that I meet a family in need, and a family that needs me...oh well.

[easyrider]

10 reasons why 'I suck' to myself right about now

1. I can't play guitar or any other instrument, I'm to impatient to learn, and give up after minutes.

2. I don't know mechanical engineering, or computer science, or algebra or hardly even basic math, or unwilling to learn or re learn.

3. I've invented nothing while alive, so when gone, it will be as if I were never here, a common house pet will have had more impact in the lives of others than I have or ever will.

4. I'm a lone and have no family, or friends, if I don't call others, they never call me, so as if I'm already dead.

5. I'm getting older, yet have nothing to show for it

6. I haven't the patients to figure out even the most simplest of online things

7. I'm the wrong ______ and the wrong _______.

8. To lazy to write a book, which should done years ago.

OK, 8 reasons why I suck to self right now, the other two will come.

I get on Y-tube and watch videos of successful people, smart people, people who are focused, and how it pays or payed off for them.

Me, instead, I wasted years _______ drinking and fooling self, as if destiny just automatically had something splendid awaiting me in future, oh how I was wrong.

Maybe I'll donate body to science, at least that way will have served some kind of purpose, as morbid as that sounds.

I come and post here when I need complete silence and when I don't want anyone to read what I post, cause I know here it's very still and quiet.

I'll think of the other 2 reasons why I suck to self later.

[easyrider]

If people want to know who you are, why don't they just ask?, I wonder.

Instead some will make it out to be some great mystery, will use technology, spying methods, survellence, James Bond stuff, they'll spend years trying to figure out who 'you' are instead of simply asking.

That just cracks me up at times.

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When you know human nature, you can predict things before they happen, whether in singular form or in mass.

I think I tend to baffle people, even computers, in that I don't have typical human nature.

Well I take that back, I do have typical human nature, just not typical human behavior.

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One thing for sure, the nature of man is very viscous, that's why it's best to just stay out of other peoples orbits.

You stay safe, for the most part, by staying out of other peoples orbits.