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Post by Admin on Sept 14, 2023 3:37:12 GMT
Today, I feel defeated, or at least that's how I end the day feeling, completely and totally defeated.  |
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Post by Admin on Oct 1, 2023 5:23:42 GMT
Sometimes I wish I could just open myself up, and just douse all my organs with water, and give them all a good cleansing. OK, actually, this is the first time I've ever felt like doing that.  |
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Post by Admin on Oct 15, 2023 15:29:17 GMT
Right now, at this very moment (could change 5 minutes from now), but right now, at this very moment, I have disdain for myself...for kind of violating my own inner standards.
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Post by Admin on Oct 30, 2023 7:52:42 GMT
I'm pretty much out of food and time I'm pretty much out of food, time and luck. Life, for most of us, just sucks. We have moments, maybe even seasons of blissfulness that are surrounded by bad weather, doom and gloom. For a while there, we think we're all special, unique, but then life circumstances tells us otherwise. Just depends on fate, I suppose. If fate is on your side, than you cannot lose, but if fate is against you, forget about it. Anyways, time is catching me. I hate time, I hate the future, I hate tomorrow, I hate next week. I wish I had something, someone, stronger than myself to lean on.
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Post by Admin on Nov 22, 2023 5:04:42 GMT
Tomorrow looms around the corner like a demon  Tomorrow looms around the corner like a dirty demon! Tomorrow sucks, plain, truth and simple. And tomorrows arrival will be the demise of many.
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Post by Admin on Nov 23, 2023 15:45:05 GMT
Sometimes I'm glad that I wake up to know one, cause in the morning, when I look at self in the mirror, ugg, sometimes I look so ugly to self  Seems the older you get, the uglier you look to self when you wake up. I couldn't imagine waking up in bed with another, and then them seeing my face first thing in the morning, and or maybe me theirs as well. Do couples even still sleep in the same bedroom anymore? That seems so old fashion. I think seperate bedrooms are the best, that way before you see each other in the morning you're refreshed.
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Post by Admin on Jan 9, 2024 5:12:13 GMT
Buried while alive
Buried while alive, how many others know how that feels?
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Post by Admin on Feb 8, 2024 4:45:23 GMT
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Post by Admin on Feb 10, 2024 13:06:16 GMT
I will have lived and died, and except for a short stint as a youth, will never know what it's like to be or feel like I'm loved and liked by others.
Or to feel beautiful to myself and the world around me.
I will have spent the majority of my life, my adult life, feeling ashamed of my looks, or embarrassed of my looks, as if never good enough (as far as looks go) to fit in with others.
There are others who are physically uglier than me, for sure, but they're loved, and that makes all the difference in the world to your self-esteem and moral.
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Post by Admin on Feb 20, 2024 1:36:06 GMT
Older rappers...lol
What a korney Gen X rap rhyme...
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