Odd thoughts

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Somewhere between dead and alive right now, not sure where.

Nothing seems solid or real to me right now.

Watching movies right now, trying to escape into other peoples creativity.

Good for others, who get paid to be creative.

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Happiest when in creative dizzy sissy mode or some other creative mode or state of being



I notice I'm happy when not being the me everyone else thinks I am or should be.

I obviously get the impression that what others think I should be or am is very small and narrow, and non conceptual. People put you in this small box they create for you, and then react to you based on that small box, and not based on your real self or range.

Why do not only others do that but why do 'you', the one reading this do that as well to others?

Roles and range, that's such a cultural and societal thing, and changes with time, changes with trends, ect.

I live a lonely life now, not cause I'm a boring person, but rather cause when people see me, they box me up immedietly, in ways that aren't me, and once they box you up, you don't have time to unpack yourself from their box in time to form a relationship or friendship.

I find it gross actually.

People, in public, want me to be some tall, dull, stuttering ____. and I use to think it complimentary when they find out otherwise, but now I see it as an insult, cause I'm like why did you ever see me that way to begin with?

And that 'boxing of others' does tend to spill into other areas of existence as in jobs, opportunities, friendships, how the cops interact with you and more.

Some people are boxed by others in a good way, a way they like, based on their looks, and others boxed in a bad way based on their looks, height, gender, color, race and more.

All that aside, I'm the most happiest when just exploring different roles for self, in a theatrical way, it's like an outlet.

I'm not anyone thing all the time though, just like a acter who plays Batman in a movie isn't always Batman.
Yet people to stupid to realize it's the same when others get into a character in a more real life setting.

This idea that you have to be one person all the time is Ludacris, no one is.

There's a time to be one way when here, and a time to be another way when there and so forth.

You act one way when at home with family, and act another way when partying with friends, duh.

People understand this about themselves, but yet when judging others they purposely do not, if they've made up in their mind they don't like you based on the box they put you in.

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I think black males suffer from being 'boxed' up the most, not only by whites and Hispanics and Asians, but also by other black folks, like how that one director of 'Black Panther' was accused of robbing a bank, not by a white or Asian but by a black cashier, it happens all the time actually.
Blacks are just as prejudice as whites are, and people of color have known this forever and time.

But ye, black males suffer the most for being boxed into these small boxes of very low expectation.

If a black male, society, just by default, boxes you up like this.

1. Stupid
2. Unlearned
3. Basic and emotionally primitive.
4. Prone to violence, heartless and born without a caring soul in the body.
5. Very closed minded, and unable to comprehend other cultures or styles outside the ghetto.

And I could go on and on, not everyone has that view, but society in general does, even other black folks and black women.
The only time none of that seems to not matter is when in bed.

And many black males do it to themselves with all the rap video/thug life, street culture stuff.
I guess it's empowering to be percieved as tough, rather than stupid and soft and aloof, as many were treated under colonialism times.

I don't know, one thing for sure is that life will never be fair to anyone.

If expecting fairness to come from humans, you'll be expecting for a long long time.

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Classic dizzy sissy vs the doll



classic theater you won't find anywhere else.

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Is morality responsible for evil?

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How do people deal with death?



Old video production, all links in video no longer active.

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Gen x radio

open.spotify.com/show/4uNxvTkcHZ1qa81GX8Gk57

gen x radio, Joe Rogan is not the only one who can create a entertaining radio sbow.

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I think there are many smart 'black folks', who fear what will happen if the West falls

I think there are many wiser, maybe even older, keen, or just honest, black folks, or those who'd get lumped into such a term, that really fear what will happen if 'White superiority ends'...which to many represents law, order and structure.

If that ends, what's the alternative?

Many of today's blacks have been brainwashed to think that all their problems will go away if only the white man would.
Well, where around the world is that true?

Where is this black utopia, paradise, other than in the Marvel comic world?
Where is it?

Truth is, if the white mans way of governing ends, we're all doomed, just look at Mexico or Haiti, or Somolia, or Pakistan, Iran, China, ect.
And the few Asian nations where human rights and dignity honored, well, at their core, they're more racist against blacks than Europeans are, and would be much more cruel if in charge.

Bottom line, blacks in America, who are being used by political forces, just don't realize how swell they have it, cause they've been protected from worldy reality, but that protection 'under the civil law' is slowly or in some places quickly begining to erode.

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When you have or had mice in your place, it's like every time you look down at your feet, you see mice shadows

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The Sadness Mansion



www.spreaker.com/episode/53353357

Or listen on Iheart radio..

www.iheart.com/podcast/53-the-gen-x-radio-show-100730089/episode/the-sadness-mansion-explored-and-other-111616317/

If missed yesterdays show, you can hear it now on Spreaker podcast.

'The Sadness Mansion'...why are people sad these days?
It's a fun Gen X radio show as usual.