The many faces of depression explored here

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As of late, I just feel doomed.
I feel like the inner city has been breeding monsters, and now these monsters are being unleashed onto society...am I wrong?

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Gotta be careful with depression and sadness, cause it will affect the physical part of your body as well, maybe hair loss, lowered immune system?
Even if have to lie to yourself and fake pretend life is good, maybe do so, just for the sake of your health.

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Trying to pretend life is good, when it isn't, wow, what a balance.

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This is how I feel right now



This is how I feel right now.

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Stranded



Stranded, that's kind of how I feel right now, and is a glimpse of current reality.

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When you're depressed about something, about your life circumstances, not even coffee helps, all that does is make you depressed with energy..cry out loud...

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I think I've just kind of given up on 'life', as in thinking I can change anything for the better.
The trick is getting money, and or people with money, access to money, to like you.

I've just given up, I can tell.
And just working a job and laboring myself to death, isn't appealing anymore...been there done that.

The world is changing to fast for me, Americas changing to fast, this admin, the Biden admin, is destroying the world I counted on being there in a few years when I get older.
But Biden, this demonic administration, has flooded nation with all kinds of foreign immigrants who's natures, characters, haven't been properly vetted.
Now the Mexican Cartel has deeper roots here, so do the Chinese nationals, and all other criminal gangs and groups from around the world.

Well how are all these millions of immigrants gonna eat?
Crime, that's how, crime, a crime wave like you've never seen before in your/our life.

Now even wealthy people are getting robbed and car jacked, stabbed, shot and killed...thanks Joe Biden.
What a evil administration, they're helping to destroy the world, while sending all our money to Ukraine, and now Israel, just giving away all our retirnment money like it's candy.
All the reperations money meant for some black folks is going to the rest of the world.
Ukraine has taken all the black peoples reperations...oh well.

The world is corrupt and full of triple and quadruple standards.

Do you really think God died for this miserable planet, or I should say the miserable people who occupy it?

The planet is fine, it's the people who dwell atop it that are the problem, have always been the problem...well, maybe not always.

I feel so stuck right now, and I feel a future coming that I don't like and can't seem to run away from.

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When younger, I was so sure I could overcome anything, I was so sure I was going to steer life my way, and maybe in some ways I have...at least I get plenty of time off.
Maybe I need to change how I look at things.

I think it's more the future that frightens me, more so than the present.

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I feel totally crummy right now



I feel totally crummy right now...
I wish, never mind.
I just wish I didn't feel crummy, I wish I didn't do things that made me feel crummy.

I wish I had a social support group, but I don't, so oh well.

It's Monday and I feel crummy.

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Sometimes, I feel the only thing left for me to do in this world is suffer, and or watch those I care for suffer as well, and not be able to do anything about it.